Summary

10/06/05

Suddenly decided wanna go JB :p …. Can stay at fren place .. then coming on Sunday with the fren… So after fong gong fast fast go home pack my things then take bath …. Fast fast rush to Pudu station buy bus ticket…

Reached Pudu station at 6.30pm …. Fast fast search for non-stop de bus….. finally found a available at 6.45pm de bus … J happy de …

Bus started journey at 6.55pm …. Jam at jln istana ….. luckily not so jam at the Sungai Besi toll…. But near the Seremban toll…. It was so jam…. Almost jam jor 1 hour.. L

Finally reached Larkin bus terminal at 11.15pm ….. wait my fren to pick me … then we go “dinner” …. So late oni take dinner L we go eat Taiwanese steamboat ….. got 2 favour de soup… we chosen spicy (ma la) & chiken soup … the spicy soup SO~~ spicy…. Beh tahan … lolx … both of us just use the chicken soup oni…. The chicken soup is SO~~ nice J

11/06/05

After dinner…. around 2.00am jor … ;p then we goto cc online ….. the cc got cam de.. hehe…. 1^st time show cam to ppl …. So ugly …. :p

Go back to my fren place oredi 5.30am something…. Take bath sleep at around 7.00am…

Woke up at 10am something ….. read some comics (dragon ball) lolx…. Then felt sleepy again …. Sleep back till 2.00pm …. Chit chat and bath and Mi mi mor mor …. Till 4.30pm …. Going out to Sg lor ….

Finally reached Orchard Road at 7.30pm …. Jln jln jln …. Tired :p in front of Takashimaya …. The was a performance going on….. Ah Sang was singing Ji Mo Zai Chang Ge (loneliness is singing) …. My fren dunno who is Ah Sang =.-“”

Then we continue jln jln jln ….. I bought a jeans and a belt…. Then my fren bought 2 shirts…. After tat I bought a box of mask as requested by another fren…

Walking back to the MRT station … in front of Takashimaya… performing now is Jay Jay Lin Jun Jie …. He singing Dou Jiang You Tiao … if Fansu here sure happy lor… :p he so like Jay Jay J

Back to JB hv dinner … then goto cc on9 till 2.30am

12/06/05

The most funny thing tat happen is tat… we on9 till around 2.00am…. the a guy sit next to me on my right…. I saw he login Axcest … I not fong bin tell my fren who sit on my left… I so type in the IRC channel…. Told him … “hey, the guy next to me login axcest” … then my fren look at tat guy pc screen … my fren reply in IRC “ OMG!!!! He browsing my profile!!!!” …. Then I curi curi look at tat screen…. HAHAHA….. he really browsing my fren pic :x SO NGAM~!!! :p

My fren quick quick say bye bye & go out the cc jor …. Lolx … scared ppl recognized him … I was controlling my self not to laughing out loud …..

We back to my fren place then I sleep at 4.00am ….

Woke up at 2.00pm …. Go hv lunch .. then my fren bring me for a hair cut at Thomas & guys at Pelangi Plaza…. L Why the hairstylist always make my hair short one~!! Then ppl mar see my hair line in front veli up lor~!! Sigh …. Yer~~ dun like the hair style … I rather wear a cap … or comb ah pek hairstyle >.<””

I need to goto Sg with the hairstyle tat I look so weird!!! I dun dare to look at the mirror each time pass by those shops with mirror….

This time we drove to Sg…. Reached Kranji MRT station to pick up my fren’s frens … then we off to Bugis ….. we just mang zhong zhong drive along .. looking for Beach road…. Finally reached Bugis at 8pm something … got some problem with the parking .. Then we jln jln again …. Till 9.00pm ….. we go dinner … then we proceed to yam cha till 11.30pm …

13/06/05

We drove back to JB & back to my fren’s place to do packing…. Help my fren move all his things to the car…. Coz my fren is moving back to kl …. Rest a while …. 2.05am we start our journey back to kl… bye bye JB J

We chit chat chit chat … veli fast about 4.00am … we reached Ayer Keroh tempat rehat …. We stop & rest for a while …. Then continued the journey …. Ngam ngam 6.00am… reached my home…. J decided cheat 1 day MC ….. wakakkaka…..

Mi mi mor mor .. slept at 7.30am… woke up at 11.45am …. Slept 4 hours oni L

Woke up …. on9 a while ….. then fetch mum back from work …. Start watch HongKong drama War and Beauty (Gam Ji Yuk Yip) at 3.00pm ….

Watch the drama till evening ….. parents went out ….. whole house quiet….. suddenly make me felt lonely …. L then think of 1 person ….. after dinner on9 a while then continue watch drama till 11.40pm …. Called HIM … HE yam cha with frens … HE say will miss call me when HE get back …. Later at 12.05am …. I sms HIM … I goto bed jor …. Loneliness around me … tat feeling is so~~ bad….

SMS

Tuesday evening... HE come to Sri Petaling, wanna hv a hair cut, but the saloon din open …. Haiz…. We hv dinner then goto Carrefour and buy groceries and main item is to buy a cabinet (dunno call wat.. a cabinet to store clothes) … then sent HIM home….

I got this feeling last nite…

HE need help to carry things to HIS room , I helped, and say wanna help to assembly the cabinet…. But HE like oredi set the limit that I shud help until this level…. HE say no need coz tml I still need work (but tat time just 9.30pm) … after I put down all the things…. HE oredi standing at the main door….. means I shud leave at once ….. Maybe just me being sensitive….. ya …. Maybe just me being sensitive…… after saying bye…. I walked extremely slow to the car….. …….. aiks …. think to much again……

Later at nite… received a sms …. Not from HIM ….. from another person…. Erm…… call him … R.

R…. know him not long…. Oni chat with him through net & phone few times …. & stop chat quite a long time jor oso …. He din online much…. He know my personalities through a good fren of mine… & I know R actually admire my good fren long time jor … R felt wanna move on… let go the admiration ….

R sms me last time … ask whether we hv chance to develop…. Plz consider seriously…

I replied… “It would be unfair to both of us to give the answer now….. coz we hv not meet each other… just frens 1^st lor…” ….. He replied … “ok”

I dunno when I will meet him …. I felt pressure & uncomfortable if meeting with a purpose… … I oredi a quiet person …. I think I will become a real si ham jor if meeting him … I more prefer a relax meeting…… so .. the date of meeting R is ... unknown..... muahahaha :p

This Thursday maybe my movie pal may not watch movie with me lo~ ..... so ke lian .... tot wanna watch Mr & Mrs Smith de...... maybe watch alone ... maybe ask other ppl watch with me..... :p

Ex

Do you prefer a bf that still miss his ex or a bf that hates his ex? Would you worry if your bf still miss his ex? Worry they will hv something still connecting them….? Or hv you tot about your bf will hates you like he hates his ex now after u 2 break up….?

Do you prefer a bf that hv no ex at all or a bf that hv many ex jor? Normally 1^st love never last…. Maybe you will worry tat … if you are your bf 1^st love…. :x if your bf got many ex oso kind of worry coz each relationship he had sure just last a short while…

Do you still miss your ex or you hates your ex?

Do you hv many ex or dun hv ex at all?

Opps….. think too much again…. Hehe… :p & forgot wat I wanna say in this blog jor ..... muahahaha .... nvm ..... =.-"

Vulgar

People speak in Cantonese veli often will add some vulgar words …. Like “diu, lan, kao, 7…. Etc” ….. when at ur work place all ur colleagues (guys and gals) often speaks vulgar…. It’s normal u will follow oso…. Actually it is nothing for a person to express the feeling with rude words…. I dun mind my fren speak vulgar…..

But I felt a bit sum tong … to see HIM speak vulgar in Cantonese with HIS colleagues at the work place…. (HE dun speak rude words in Mandarin, just in Cantonese) …. Maybe there is a need to speak like tat…. Coz if not will easily bully by ppl ……

To see a white paper been polluted … although this pollution din harm anyone…. I felt helpless… coz I cant do anything….

It is veli different to see a person who already speak vulgar words when u know him compare with a person dun speak vulgar when u know him but become can use vulgar words spontaneously …

Maybe …. I am living in my own imagined nirvana …. And half dreaming half awake…. When will I awaken completely.. ? …….

Sat and Sun

Busy entertain 3 gu 6 po at home … coz my bro wedding…

Walao…. Coz it’s my last bro de wedding…. The next target will be me jor…. =.-“

Many aunty ask when is my turn ? >.<””

Aiks…. I pretend to be very busy lor…. Walk here walk there …. Then snake in my room on9 chat…. Muahahaha …. :p

I will try to avoid this kind of party ceremony jor …. I dunno how other ppl think… when ever has this kind of ceremony…. Sure many relatives will attend…. Sure many cousins will attend …. And now I am 30yrs old jor … sure got many younger cousins which is 20++ yrs old…. When you see many of them bring their gal fren along… will you feel uncomfortable? Then other aunty will come and ask… “din bring ur gal fren ar?” “still no gal fren?” “fast fast lor….. u see who who who (pointing at younger cousins)…. Oso got gal fren jor~!” >.< and then…. Those aunty will go ask ur mum & dad … “ei, ur this son hor~ … still no gal fren meh??!! Ai yor…. Fast fast lor …. U can be relax after he get married~!” ----- DUN LAUGH, coz this will happen to u too … :p

Can I bring a guy and say this is my boy fren mar? muahahaha (bitter smile)

03/06/2005

When a person that like you for a long time ... telling you his feeling is still so strong upon you... and you feel touch after listening of his “confession”... but that person say he dun wanna see you again coz he scare he wont able to return to his quiet life after seeing you. What would you do...? …………… of coz ... this is not happen to me... I am not that lucky... it’s happened to a closed fren...

16th Movie: The Interpreter

16^th Movie: The Interpreter * * * ½

Great Cast, Nice Story... Sean Penn and Nicole Kidman... Wow.. both academy winners..

Nicole Kidman look so nice with long str8 hair...

A bit confuse and blur of the story while watching... after the movie oni slowly digest the story line... ...

We talked

This morning HE miss called me. I called back ….

HE say HE no attached jor lor…. HE has tot over it & both of them just become fren lor… HE say this cannot count as relationship … I say ya lor…. Sigh… young ppl … din think thoroughly to make a decision…. HE say tat colleague is actually a BI … I told HIM … BI one day will get married … HE oso understand….

HE say felt better after talking to me…. wont be moody or a bit down …. I oso cannot chat long… coz working in office …. Not convenience to talk …. I told HIM I’ll call HIM to9 de…. To check HE is ok…

HE ask me …. Do I think HE is lengzai mou? =.-“ I say HE is above average lor….. aiks…. HE mentioned tat HIS other colleague say HE always chosen those who not as good looking as HIM ….. I told HIM dun bother too much about outlook … more important is the inner beauty …. I dunno whether HE got listen mou … We all knew tat… inner beauty is most important … but who will really cares about inner beauty when he has a crush with a cute looking character?

Young ppl mostly oso want a leng zai bf … especially his colleague always judge ppl outlook at their work place …. This will sure change HIS thinking ….. I am quite fed up about this …

All ppl oso will based on outlook to search a relationship …. This is a reality…. A veli cruel reality …

Now HE veli much interested in Horoscope matching … & HE did see Horoscope really reflects a person characters…… HE says GEMINI will be the worse character… coz they often have 2 faces ….. L I m Gemini …. Sei mou….. I ask HIM … do I have strong characters of a Gemini ? Lucky HE say I dun … :p

Maybe I am not worse in characters …. But worse in my outlook…. Old & ugly… L

My Birthday Continue…

Last nite …. Bought jor 2 dvd A Lot Like Love and Closer. A Lot Like Love watch jor half way……. then stop for bath & dinner …. After dinner chat a while on9…. then tot wanna continue to the movie…. But I choose to watch Closer … coz wanna borrow a fren the next day …

Closer …. About Love at 1^st sight ….. Julia Roberts, Jude Law, Natalie Portman and Clive Owen…. Veli complicated relationship between these 4 characters…. Its veli true story.. especially apply to PLU circle ….. See one likes one … easily have feeling of admires becoz you see a cute character…………..

If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking

I like one sentence in the movie, Natalie Portman said to Jude Law: “where is the love? I cant see it! I cant touch it! I cant feel it! It’s just words that come out from u….”

How many of us really understand what is love all about…….? How many of us does not based on out look to seek lover…. ? How many of us believe forever love……..?

After the movie about 11.35pm HE still din call me …. to wish me happy b’day…. 11.39pm I called HIM…. The 1^st sentence I heard was “lei call ngor jou mat yeh?” in a joking but a bit frustrated be tone….. I almost wanna say “soli to disturbed lor … nothing lar..” then hang up the phone …. But I can feel that something has happen to HIM lor… As I expected… HE told me HE & the new colleague got feelings and they speak out to each other jor…. And they kind of attached jor gua… but as usual every time speak out jor then oni hv the feeling of regret … coz then oni see the person characteristic is actually not the kind of HE wanted…. I can see tat HE was thinking of this these few days … until.. FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY. But I oso know HE is veli busy in work lar… :p

I told HIM to give more time & see clearly lor …. Then oni see both of them really click mou…. HE noticed I was a bit quiet & din give enough respond … I struggling whether wanna close the conversation and hang up like tat …. Coz want HIM to feel bad for forgotten my b’day.

11.45pm… I finally told HIM I am waiting HIM to wish me happy b’day. HE wish me Happy Birthday….. and HE asked me… do I think tat HE is bad…… coz HE forgot…. I say yes…. I know HE will be mind if ppl think HIM like tat…. HE really kind of moody jor… and say wanna hang up …. Aiks … I need to tum HIM back…. I asked HIM to sing Birthday song … then I will forgive HIM …. Hehe….

11.55pm…. I ask HIM sleep early … & if got anything not happy… call me… then hang up.

11.59pm…. make my b’day wishes again….

12.00am ….. My Birthday Over jor….

My Birthday

Din ask any one celebrate to me... I am not use to celebrate my own birthday with frens. Over the past 29 birthday.... I think less than 5 birthday was celebrated .... Although the no. 30th birthday is a special one.... coz from now on... is uncle jor ... :p I rather opped to hv a quiet birthday.

But ... I am not alone... :) last nite ..... thankx to a lot of frens in irc de cp channel & lala channel... hehe.... all posted birthday blessing to me..... in the main channel ... so touching... coz all remembered.... :)

I was so busy saying thank you.... & busy reading sms..... & answering hp ..... & forgot to do a veli important thing.... =.-" I forgot to make wish at 12am..... lolx ..... until 12.06am.... orange zai ask me.... hv u make birthday wish? Then oni I realized that ..... *doink*

About 12.17am... my best movie pal... Yuanfen delivered birthday gift to me.. so gam dong de...
thank you. :)

Asked Common boy to sing b'day song to me in skype.... lolx... thankz to Common boy & Yaoi ... sang the different version of b'day song... :)

Chat till about 2am..... need to rest jor... ..... rest a while.... reply all the b'day sms ....

Thankx to Orange zai, Ooby and Yuanfen .... for offering to hang out with me today ... :)
Veli touch de.... but paiseh lar.... to Orange zai and Ooby .... coz 1st time meet then celebrate my b'day ... hehe.... No worry .... I will definately celebrate u guys' b'day de.... muahahaha

P/S: HE din wish me last nite..... I know he veli tired working ... shud fall a sleep jor... I hope HE will wish me tonite.... ..... .......

Half Way de Blog

Last nite around 11pm HE say wanna hv dinner tonite... I know HE wanna celebrate birthday with me... but after that around 11.45pm HE say might be able to make it... coz still not sure HE is able to finish HIS work. Frankly speaking... I was disappointed.

Lucky got Orange zai chat with me hor~... hehe.... to cheer me... :p

Around 12am something goto bed... hardly can sleep leh... Roll roll roll ... till 1.45am half slept half awake …. Heard got sms…. Dun bother…. :p continue sleep …. 1.55am…. phone call …. =.-“ A long time din chat de fren call …. Say he wanna come over yam cha now find me yam cha ….. I was like * doink * ….. What time liao… 2am… I was struggling till nearly fall a sleep ….. >.<>

oops.... write till hv way... so ngam... vans call.... lolz..... chit chat 1st.... :X

Unexpected de Lunch

Today will not watch movie with Fansu at KLCC .... coz got extra ppl tat I dunno de will join .... so I dun wanna join lor.. Lucky I din join oh... coz suddenly extra 2 ppl become extra 4 ppl.... =.-"

so will just jln jln with Fansu at KLCC .... then hv lunch with Him.... :) still looking forward de....
Talk talk talk with Fansu .... Fansu so talkative de.... Ji Ji za za non stop .... lolx .... good to hv Fansu around ... sometime quite jor ... then tease tease Fansu.. lolx ... so funny ... :p

Finally time to hv lunch lor..... hehe.... feel like looking forward mar..... coz long time din see Him jor :p ... then suddenly see..... he bring 1 colleague 2gether.... *doink* tot can just 3 of us de mar.... sigh .. nvm lar.. then see his colleague so fren with Him.... felt a bit ... ........ :(

Then suddenly Fansu say Pepsi gonna join in too .... *doink doink*

Tot can hv 1 hour lunch with happy chatting de mar... but end up... quiet quiet lor ... aiks .... just my problem lar... not comfortable with unexpected ppl lor .... dunno I got face black black or not? lolx .... if got then sowee to Fansu oh~ :p

After lunch I just go home lor~ walking out with Him and his colleague.... see he & his colleague talking oni .... :( ... i think this time i got face black black .... :p walk till the concourse floor ... I just say bye ... then goto parking lor...... with the heart sour sour .....

Yam Cha at Halo Cafe

Went to yam cha at Halo Cafe in OUG with Pangtin & his sai lous ... the singer in the cafe not really good .... last time there got a gal preformer sound like Fish Leong de.... now change to all male group... lolx.. but the guitar player not bad.... can sing well ... the other 2 a bit char lor....

Back home oredi 1.15am lor~ ..... on9 a while .... skype with Fansu & Paikia ... hehe.... until 2am.... then goto bed .... b4 goto bed... felt a bit emptiness .... sms Vans & Common lor... both oso not yet sleep ... hehe..... but sms few sms i oredi felt sleepy .... lolz.... sowee ...... beh tahan... so tell them I sleep 1st .... tomolo can hv lunch with Him & Fansu.... :)

15th Movie

Today go for 6.30pm de movie.... oni fong gong at 5.20pm... wah ... fast fast rush home take bath.... then go out..... lucky reach sunway 6.20pm... lolx ... still can make it.... :p

15th Movie: House of Wax * * *

Nicer than the Chucky... a lot more ... at least most horror/violent scenes still remain .... :) some scenes really make me felt cold..... like the finger been cut by the spanner.... aisk.... so painful....
Horror movie... always leng zai die 1st .... so ke lian ... :( Overall the movie still ok lar... not too boring ... hehe.... got leng zai mar :x

This Sunday will go movie with Fansu and Pepsi.... Morning will jln jln with Fansu 1st ... then around show time then oni pepsi join in ... dun feel like wanna meet ppl de.... but nvm lar.... since just meet short while then go in to cinema jor.... :p

26/05/2005

How to be happy? Forget all the unhappy things.... then can be more happy... How to forget unhappy things? Think of happy things lor... keep on repeating... lolx ... finally oso no answer....

Next week will turn 30 years old lor~ cham.... become uncle jor.. *sob sob sob* .... Last time use kl29chi nickname in IRC... hehe... then change to Mkey this year... coz kl30chi so old jor mar... :p
this few days can use back kl29chi .... lolx... after birthday cannot use anymore lor~ but since change nick to Mkey no one come chat with me oso..... :( maybe use kl30chi business will be better... lolx

Long time no do exercise jor .... sigh .. so lazy.... no more slim fit jor .... just slim oni ... :p
cannot cannot........ must do exercise jor..... must eat a lot more too.... u all must remind me to eat more lolx .... coz i really eat little at dinner time.... sigh... :(

KL-JB-SG-JB-KL

JB trip 21/05/05

Supposed to take 3.30pm de bus to JB … but the bus delayed jor to 4.00pm … t.t

Reached JB oredi 9.00pm liao… thanks to Shinji & his fren picked us at the Larkin bus station … & Thanks to mimi goto accompanied us to the place we wanna go… :x

After supper … back hotel around 3.00am ….

SG trip 22/05/05

Went to Orchard Road, Sg, at around 2.00pm…. Walk around… see people… :p saw a lot of plu or should say AJ … hehe…. Most youngster there dressed well …. So everyone looks nice… saw a boy looks like the Leo in Rice Rhapsody … ngek ngek … cute J

Really walk till legs pain …. Back to JB around 10.00pm …. Then take bath at hotel… goto Danga Bay to hv dinner…. environment there is nice … but the food is just so so … :p

Rushed to Red Box karaoke :X .. but late jor…. Dun hv room … waited till 1.30am then sing till 3.00am…. din sing much…. Coz tired jor… & cannot open sound…. Lolx~ sing like chicken voice :x

KL 23/05/05

Took 10.00am de bus back to KL….. reached kl around 3.15pm …. Reached home around 4.00pm ….

On the way back to kl... in the bus.... my mind automatic thinking a lot about H.... cant stop it.... sigh .... thinking how nice ... if this trip we were going 2gether... :( start imagine things.... :p

Best Star Wars Episode

14^th Movie : Star Wars 3 Revenge of the Sith * * * *

The best Star Wars episode in the series …. Nice story line, Nice animations, Nice cast, the story was well been directed …..

Love Hayden (Anakin Skywalker)…. Muahahaha …… but I feel he is still young ….. could not expressed the feeling of hatred …. Near the end of the movie…. Anakin Skywalker shouted “I HATE YOU” to Obi Wan Kenobi…. I felt that the expression is like a kid shouted that out… and that’s not truly hatred .. but just a person fat pei hei …. Hehe ….

So ngam…… saw Randie in the Sunway Cinema… lolx~ he oso watch Star wars 3 ….with his “fren” ngek ngek ngek …. :p

Saw Nc oso …. Haha…..

Me started update my mandarin blog oso jor~ .. hehe…. Those not banana go support yar~? Hehe ……

Skype failed .....

Yesterday I say wanna give Fansu lecture …. Hehe.. but din hv … just joking with Fansu oni …. :p

But now after Fansu read this …. Dunno Fansu will give Mike lecture mou? >.<”

Finally the moment come liao …. H met a new colleague on Monday …. The type that make him felt shy to talk to… the type that he will make him face red red ….. the type that is leng zai ….. …… ………. …………… ……………… …………………….

I hv been waiting this moment ….. although now they just met…. Veli soon … they will become …. Erm… dunno … haha…. Coz not yet confirm tat person is PLU …. But H felt he is…

Listening H talking about they having lunch 2gether…. going home with same LRT 2gether ….. sigh ….. still cannot take it like nothing lor …..

The heart still will ….. how to say leh…. Kick zhu kick zhu lor …..

Skype sing Happy Birthday song to Paikia last nite at 12am ….

After tat …. Skype with common … wanna tell common last nite the feeling… but too many ppl jor …. Not convenience….. am I good in acting Common boy ?…. Act like nothing ….. hehe ….

Moody … goto bed about 12.40am …. Heart still kick zhu kick zhu …. Tears drop out…. …. cant fall sleep ….. count ants to sleep….. 1 ant 2 ants 3 ants …….. blur blur till sleep jor…. Hehe… :p

What I want now

A fren asked me …… still looking for young boiboi? :p My answer is no … If I want a young boiboi … I only want my ex, H. Then wat now? Erm….. now prefer a more adult boiboi gua …. The best will be above 24 years old lor…… but under this range of age would be the best time to flirt around…. They will not looking a boring old man like me …. L

A fren said to me…. walao! U still love ur ex ar?!! Dun be stupid ler~! Open ur heart to others lar ...….. My answer is I still like him not love ….. like & love is 2 different thing ….. Yes I very much wanna love him .. but that is not rite now ….. I can onli like him now. Open my heart to others? The problem is no others wanna come to me….. so how to open my heart leh~!

A fren asked me ….. what is the meaning of life? What is my purpose of living? … very difficult to answer….. I told him…. The motivation of living to each ppl is different …. Some ppl’s motivation/target/purpose can be gain through hard work… like Money …. Some ppl’s motivation/target/purpose of living can just depends on fate… like Love ……. Mine shud be the later ….. I wan a long last love…

Dun ask me am I happy now? Well…. If u wanna ask oso can … :p the answer is no… but life still go on …. I wonder would it be happier for those who often flirt around or just want a short-term relationship…… sigh …. Then wat is meaning of life ? confuse jor :p

I m str8 now :p

Boring Saturday …. Goto saloon sit for about 3 hours to do a re-bonding to str8ten my hair .. :p oredi not much hair still go do str8tening …. Muahahaha …. Now my hair looks really thin jor … hehe…. Nvm lar…. New look mar …. If ppl say ugly then go cut botak next month :p

Just downloading MP3 at home on Sat & Sun … Hard to find old song in MP3 format … mostly in WMA file …… so need to download a converter to convert WMA file to MP3 file ….

Movie's Time...

13^th Movie : Seed of Chucky * *

Many many flaws in the movie…. No big celebrity, No great animation effects …. & many bloody scenes has been censored ….

If u got nothing to do… & u have watched all the others movies showing now…. Then u may watch this movie to “entertain” ur self ;p

Disappointed..

When you treat ppl nice with sincere heart …. But ppl listen to other ppl gossip & come questioned you …. Walao … so hurt …. Almost cry yesterday ….. but I be able to hold back the tear…

I dunno what other ppl think of me for how I treat H after broke… I know I hv done my best to care him & help him when ever he needed help ….

The story goes like this … H wanna buy a mp3/cd discman …. So we plan to go buy yesterday … & last two days I was busy downloading some mp3 & wanna burn into cd for him … so tat he can listen to those song that he like after get the mp3 discman … so looking forward to pass him the cd… J just left one song yesterday (Mariah Carey – Through the Rain) … wah~ … need to rush rush rush…. Coz H will come find me at 7pm yesterday… asking help from Yuanfen, Fansu and Puppy to help me get the mp3 …

Finally Puppy say he got it… happy~ …. So puppy send me the file in msn … then I goto bath … after bath .. oredi 6.30pm jor … look at the msn … OH NO! failed jor…. Cham cham cham ….. & puppy off line oredi …. Sob sob sob … search search search~ …. Finally managed to download the file from the net… yeah~! …. Fast fast burn into cd … 6.45pm jor… rush to LRT station wait for H ….

H arrived … black face … asked him wat happened … he said quarreled with his colleague just now … coz his colleague talk bad him …. Saying that H is using me after we broke …. And say some other not nice things … then H question me … do I felt tat way oso … that he is using me … I felt quite sad he asking me tat …. So I quiet a while & say no… I don’t ….. H suddenly said …. Drop him back to LRT station .. .. he wanna go home now… I ask him why… ? He fatt pei hei & said … I hesitate to answer him just now … sure I felt tat he is using me… …. & he felt all ppl wanna treat him bad.. coz he is all alone in kl … no family members to protect him here …. I explained that no.. I didn’t felt tat way … I din hesitate .. I just felt sad to answer coz he come questioned my sincerity to him just based on ppl gossip ……… after answered that …. My tear start gather around my eyes coz felt so yun wong ….. so I just keep quiet … coz wanna hold back the tear :p

H felt soli … & ask me y so quiet … I say .. nothing …… after finally hold back the tear.. I start the conversation again …. I told him .. I treat him good coz I like him … If I felt he is using me…. I will not come out see him ..… & I felt disappointed he dun trust me .. .. H felt bad & apologize … then he scared me will misunderstand … he mentioned to me that …. Even I treated him how good now … doesn’t mean he will give me chance to kao him back…. I say I knew tat … :p & I knew he just treat me as fren only …

After the atmosphere getting warm again …. We start teasing each other again like b4 …. J

We go dinner & go buy the mp3 discman ……. & sent him back …. He say soli to me again b4 going back home…..

I reached home about 10.30pm ………… no mood to chat… just staring at the IRC channel…. Spying ppl chatting ….. a bit moody …. Dun wanna influence other ppl become moody like the other day … :p

Goto bed around 11.45pm ……. Din sleep well … so slept a bit late this morning … ngek ngek ngek ….

Today will go movie with my best movie pal … J

Stress ~~

These few days felt depressed …. Cant sleep well ….

Coz mum keep nagging about my hair … dunno izzit been nagged too much … I begin to worry veli much jor … then couldn’t sleep well…. So cham…

Veli ‘fan’ ….. dun be surprised you will see a botak Mike soon …. Coz if I still felt veli frustrated I will go cut botak completely …. Then will nothing to ‘fan’ jor…. Just scared that my structure of the skull no nice to cut botak..… T.T

Dunno cut botak jor …will look more man or not? Muahahaha :p

Last nite went out with H…. for about 2 weeks din see him…. Sum tong … tat he slim jor … more sum tong he look at me like looking at a monster… dunno izzit me too sensitive…

After went back home… no mood .. luan luan fat pei hei & make a fren in IRC no mood jor…. So Sowee to him ~ … :p

Empty Blog ……

Nothing much happen …. Life is as usual…. Work .. online… eat… sleep…. Din go out watch movie or yam cha for more than a week jor~….. Din go find HIM for more than a week oso….. :p

Yer~~ today go check my bank acct… the salary cheque not need cleared~! …. I din bring the bank-in slip… so cannot goto check with the bank…. T.T

Monday oni can go check… sob sob sob ……… so ke lian~…..

A bit addicted to use skype to chat liao …. Coz can hear voice directly & funny reaction oso …. Hehe…. No need to type … ngek ngek .. lazy mar :p

But actually I oso din talk much in skype… just listen to ppl talking … J Then just add some comment lor….

So many "y" ... till me oso blur jor... hehe..

Today is a special day for me oh~ …. :p

Y special ? Coz today is the 7 weeks broke up anniversary lor …. Y 7 weeks so special? Coz the relationship oni last 7 weeks lor …. :p

Y wanna remember such a occasion? Coz nothing to do and no new relationship lor …. Y don have new relationship? Coz I m not ready gua …. Not ready to accept anyone lor …

Y not ready wor? Coz dun have confident lor…. It’s not about confident on the outlook, it’s the confident from other ppl give to me… the confident that the person say likes me….

Y wanna doubt ppl de confident wor? Coz I doubt ppl will like me lor … there r so many choices out there… I got nothing special to keep their heart …. I m just a normal ppl with a kind heart (this is the oni thing I got and nothing to be proud of … coz I think everyone oso can be kind if they want to)… so those good looking with kind heart always out there for grab ….

Do I still sad after 7 weeks? Erm…. I m not sad liao .. but there r moments tat make me feel down lor … :p

Will I accept Him back, if he wanna be with me again? Erm………. All I can say is that … That will not happen … coz he wont come back… as I say … too many choices out there….

Skype

OMG~… now oni I realized now many hair I drop after take bath … cannot liao ….. so cham… will be botak soon if continue like this …. T.T …… need to go Yun Nam jor…. Sob sob sob ….. waiting a fren pui me go… coz I dunno reject ppl when ppl keep promote their products… sigh…. Dunno when this fren free…. ?? cham cham cham …… nvm lar…. Worse come to worse … mar cut botak lor…. Maybe botak I look sexy … wakakaka…. :p

Felt a bit down during nite time… coz H stop the habit to call me at nite jor …. Sigh …. I oso dun wanna kacau him so often … so I will call him once every 2 days … just to see he is doing ok … :p

On Sunday nite, skype with a few frens in IRC de ….. 1^st time hear Jlo & Common de voice… erm …. Jlo de voice is veli “real” … U will know wat’s his facial reaction through his voice ….. Common de voice is so cute… J really sound like another friend…. Make he confuse sometimes… hehe ….. Paikia aka Kenny aka Raymond was the host for the skype conference … & Miyake join the chat later on… Most 38 is Jlo…. He got the talent to rap songs… keep it up … yo yo yo …~ …. Wakakaka….

Now not oni Fansu de name appeared in Mkey de blog liao …. Hehe…. Many many ppl appeared oso jor…. Hahaha. …..

Monday replacement holiday, …. Mum keep nagging I on9 liao 36 hours non stop :x … so I tabao KFC curry goto office on9…. Wakakakaka….. not bad oh…. The KFC curry … much much better then KFC Spicy …. :p wah .. help KFC promote …. Dunno they will give me commission boh?

Monday nite…. 1^st time hear OZ de voice… walao … so man~… hahaha….

So short de Blog?

Wednesday till Friday oso din back office.... so cant write blog in the early morning at office.... :p Got function at the hotel.....

I hv actually written few pages de blog at the hotel there while boring de.... but now lazy to type all liao .... hehe.... just cut short all the sentences... & give oni summary :p

How would you felt if you heard ur ex console his fren that just break up? How would you felt if you heard you ex telling him "dun took it so seriously...., nothing is forever....., this is your 1st relationship, learn from it... in future you will hv a better one....... etc etc ... "

I know when you console a person... you will say anything to make him feel better....

But I still felt a bit uncomfortable... when I heard tat from him..... Maybe I m too sensitive liao ... but you know ler.... dunno how to say...... Fansu will understand :x .... hehe.... :p Fansu read liao Mkey's blog... manage to catch exactly wat my mind thinking :x ..... so li hai ....

But I m ok lar .... I always managed to think of some thing to make my self let go when I felt uncomfortable.... :) Just tat I hvn't make my self not to feel uncomfortable in the 1st place nia ..... :x .... well.... maybe till I numb liao.. then I will feel nothing gua....

Car Accident (26/04/05)

Sigh ..... veli hak zai today.... CAR ACCIDENT~...... raining at nite, the car in front of me suddently emergency brake... walao.... I fast fast brake too ... but too late liao... the car still move... even I step the brake pedal completely.... "Bang"! .... :(

Luckily the ppl inside does not injure...

Not too serious accident .... but oso repaired liao RM400 .... sigh... so ke lian... so more need to repair ppl damages... RM200 .. coz I hit ppl bumber mar .....

When the car cant stop & banging the other car tat time.... I was thinking.... "let me die lar...." sigh... so pessimistic in life hor.... this is bad... so dun learn this :p ..... But when the car hit the other car that time... I think of the other way liao ... "plz dun be too serious ar~.... minor accident enough liao ..." ... because there is someone next to me.... I cant let anything happen with him ar... if wanna die oso me die oni... but if me die... means it's a serious accident... the person next to me oso will injure... so.. Tat cant happen ar... fast fast pray liao .... O Mi To Fu ....

Who's beside me? .... mar HIM lor... :p Lukily no one injure... it was actually just a minor accident...

No Blog.... just other ppl de article :p

Now reading a mandarin book with the title PLU …. One of the title of the articles is quite similar to my 1^st blog title :p ….. my blog title is 7 weeks =/= 7 years ….. that article is 8 years ; 8 days ……

My blog is trying to bring out that why my relationship was just last 7 weeks & it’s oredi like 7 years to me… & why it cannot last 7 years …. L

That article is saying …. Although you like a person for 8 years & finally you have the opportunity to go into his room …. But not long after tat, he bring another person who hv only known for 8 days into his room too ….. Love does not count by who know who first, love does not count by you know him longer time than others …. If another person is more click with him.. he will walk away with that person without second thought … although he might felt regret to dump you …. But he will walk away happily with that little bit of regret….. this often happen among the younger generation, they are more into 8 days … not 8 years … they don’t even mind if they only can love for 8 days……..

* doink * *doink * …… it’s like a baseball stick hits on my head… asking me “wake up” !! ;p

Two movies in One day

Thursday... public holiday... nice~ went for movie in Mid Valley .... as expected so many ppl..... luckily got parking angel came out help me find parking... :)

11st Movie : The Jacket * * * *

Nice~ .... story not bad ...... explained the story quite well ..... of coz with some flaws... hehe ..... Adrien Brody really good in acting..... & leng zai too ...... walao.... his smile really kills me... :x


12nd Movie: Rice Rhapsody * * * ½

About a single mum with 3 PLU sons .....
Worth a watch. Some parts of the movie really fits the PLU circle .... Got a scene 2 PLU wearing hot pants...... =.-" really beh tahan~ ..... How nice if our mum or parents will be tat understanding.....

The actor, Leo (Tan LePham), some of his small movements reminds me about H :Þ The way he bite his lips, the way he 皱眉头, his eyesbrow, & his cool face looking from the side .......

What next .. continue ….

After join back IRC…. I only know GM channel…. Communicated with 1 26 yrs old mix Malay – Chinese for few mths …. He ask to meet for few times … I rejected …. Finally 1 fine day.. we meet up… same as few years ago…. fetched ppl after work back to his home…. At 1^st just watch tv at the living room…. Then he invited me to “visit” his room….. wat next?? ….. end up tfk lor….. NO anal :p >.< really cant goto ppl house went meet up …. Sure something will happen… after tat I never keep in touch with him jor… OMG~ this is my “first ONS” and will be the last ….. nottie nottie~! Piakz piakz me again~….. T.T

Then after tat I join CP channel… so din join GM channel any more…. Thx to CP hong pai ah gu ask me to join :p CP really more friendly …. J more pure ppl…. Coz all young young de…. :p but not new to plu life…. Coz mostly oredi got how many how many ex jor ….. =.-""

Make good frens in CP …. & appreciate the friendship J

I was thinking .. maybe I can find my true love here….. maybe I can find a bf that still “fresh” not been polluted too much…. & I treat him real nice… cares him make him feels hang fook …. Then we might hv chance to be together forever…. Of coz the main thing is that I must likes him & him must like me too …. Finally I hv found H …. & the rest of the story u all shud know liao …. :p

Back to my fren’s 2^nd part of the question “hv I move on?” ….. really not easy for me to move on… coz for this 1^st relationship of my life… accumulated 29 years of love…. all put into this relationship…. When it’s over… 29 years of love died with it….. what next? ….. I really dunno …. Love no more … just pain left over ……

1 more mth plus ….. will be officially turning 30 yrs old….. so old jor~ L my last year birthday wish came true….. but din last forever ….. What next this year? ……………..

What Next….?

A fren ask me, “any target? Hv you move on?”. I only answered him the 1st part …. Which is “nope” ….. 2nd part of the question…. I cleverly changed the topic :p muahahaha ….. coz I know ppl will scold me for my stubbornness…..

I dun understand why plu relationship cannot compare with str8 relationship. For str8 couples, they will settled down & get married after 28 yrs old (guy) & after 25 yrs old (gal). Their mutual understanding is after pak tor will get marry.

For plu relationship is wat? Mutual understanding for pak tor is to hv sex? Or really for long term relationship.. ? Does plu knows wat is long term relationship? Wat’s the definition for long term? Few weeks? Few months? Few years? Or forever? …… I hv been reading those plu profile in axcest & fridae ….. no doubt… many seeking long term relationship…. & many stated their experiences … saying they are sad or disappointed with plu life….. hv tried many times in relationships but failed…. Any true love? …… looking at the current trend….. more & more plu coming out…. & more young each time…. That’s a 13 yrs old kid join cp channel…. >.<>.<) Until I hv access to internet (tat was around 17 yrs old), then only I get to know some plu fren…. But just communicated through e-mail… & never meet them … I only met the 1st plu fren which oredi keep in touch for a year at 24 yrs old … he was 22 yrs old…. tat time we actually date for movie…. He come look for me after work then I sent him home to take bath 1st then only we go movie … I think I m very brave tat time… coz I went to his room the 1st time we met… then … things get started… *^-^* he started touch my back…. I was stunned at 1st … but at the end … start got “high” … paiseh … We end up s**k each other…. He requested to anal me… I rejected….. & he ask me to anal him …. Which I rejected too …. It really goes too far jor… tat’s really not I expected …. We stop doing wat we doing … without cum :p then we go dinner and movie… after tat day…. I seldom keep in touch with him liao… coz I was guilty about myself… how can I did tat~ OMG~ 1st time meet then …did tat thing… !! .. I know with the age of 24yrs old… I can do wat ever lar …. But… …… ….. shame on me lor…. Piakz piakz my self… T.T

Tat’s actually wat I so call “puppy love” to me… coz that’s the onli plu that I met until last year when I join back IRC…. I got told some of my fren tat b4 this I got a one year plus puppy love…. :x but they dunno the one year is actually communicate by e-mail & met oni once .. ;p only those read my blog knows now …. Muahahaha….

Of coz there are few other plu e-mail pals that communicated for years & mths …. But never meet… and now quiet jor…. No more contact… L

What next….? Continue next time….. the story after joint back to IRC….. :p

Just Another Weekend~

Saturday had late lunch, around 3.30pm ... so cant eat dinner so early at home.... & Sunday mum din cook..... so Saturday & Sunday nite oso dinner with H.... :)

Sunday nite.... can see H not so happy .... coz he saw his ex at his work place.... he said dunno y he likes him last time.... & he dunno whether he really liked him b4.... I just listen....

H say got colleague around his work place ask for his phone no..... say wanna date him for tea ........ erm... nothing much I can say .... just listen only plus bitter smile.... :s

Yesterday was the day I met H in KL for 3 mths.... & we broke 1 mth & 4 days.... still treasure him a lot.... still care a lot.......................... izzit I really need another love to forget this love?

Really envy Mimi's bf... coz managed attached back with Mimi.... & Sebs oso attached liao... you guys happy ler~ :) Congrats de....

This Thursday is public holiday~ hurray~!

Beautiful Washing Machine

Friday nite went for movie with Yuanfen.

10th Movie : Beautiful Washing Machine * * *

Quite disappointed with the movie.... many flaws in the movie.... really makes you laugh a lot when you hear the telephone conversation in the movie.... and those supporting actors/actresses really sucks~! Is the director try to become Malaysian Tsai Ming Liang?

If we just watch the movie like normal movie.... what we get will be .... man always treat woman as their slave ... like to order them do this do that... & the beautiful washing machine always obey the man's order .... so that's y all the male actors fallen in to her.... The movie actually oso bring up some hidden message of PLU....

Quoted some review from the newspaper about this movie:

(引人兴趣的是电影中的“同志色彩”。男人在一起就互相抽烟，而直直一条的香烟明显的有男人性器官的象征，一起吸烟陶醉其中。相等于是互相露宝“欣赏”，衔在口中更是一种意淫。
较有争论性的倒是电影中出现的4个“老青少”男人都是衣柜里的同志吗？其中张家扬饰演的黄先生带上咸蛋超人的面具对镜练身、进入神秘女子的房间而无所为，同时观看男同性感色情片，已是“明目张胆”的点到黄先生的同志身份。
在电影前段的年轻人小张，又很明显的被影射为黄先生“以前年轻时”，尤其是片末短短一组镜头，从黄先生的后院抚到前廊看到“已逝”的小张在吸烟，他们是在同一间屋子，这证明小张也是同志。
黄先生女儿的男友阿叶和黄先生的儿子是不是同志呢？黄先生虽然明白阿叶是怎么样的人（抽烟同好），所以为女儿担心，阿叶逃避陪伴女友而不断和小张吃饭。他想借“理想的女人”来试验自己而失败，这些都是暗示。
神秘女子要试探黄先生的儿子阿迪而献吻，他的表现与他说的竟会不同，所以他“三个月换一个女友”，而且他懂得修理洗衣机（充份明了女人），也都是教人猜疑他和黄先生是不是“父子同科”。
片中的神秘女子是不存在的，她代表了昔日温惋可人又任劳任怨的女子。这类女性今日几乎不再有了。所以电影借黄先生的女儿的手把她“消灭”，因为这是女性走出厨房令这类男人“理想中的女人”成为稀有而渐渐消灭。)

No Long Blog.... Lazy...

Seeing H 5 days str8 this week….. walao…. More frequent than we pak tor tat time :p

Monday, H start his course … his study place is veli near my work place ….. B4 his class begin, tot wanna fetch him to the bank 1^st …. But he was late… so just enough time to go optical shop to buy contact lenses….

Tuesday, I date him for dinner lar….

Wednesday, him need to buy some stuffs …. So I go fetched him to Carrefour….

Thursday, he comes look for me at noon during my lunchtime…. For accompany him to the bank….

Friday, I go lunch with him between his study lunch break…. So I fetched him to somewhere to hv cheaper lunch…. J

Just like a dead walking body this week…. Still trying veli hard & struggling to stop hv any feelings when seeing H….

Downloaded F.I.R. new songs….. hehe …. Wu Xian .. not nice…. So din download… I just got Qian Nian Zhi Luan, Ba Ai Fang Kai & Shi Xin De Li You…. yay~ yay~

Just let it be lar…

Although not attached anymore with H…. but still seeing him 2 to 3 times a week… erm… coz at least I wanna see him once a week lar… :p the other 1 or 2 times is he suddenly pop up something…. & I go help out lor…. Why am I so willing to help? Coz honestly deep down in my heart… I wish to see him more…. & I wont reject any of his request….. So just let it be lar… learning to expect nothing so wont be disappointed later …..

Wont be chat so often at nite in IRC or MSN liao…. Just leave my nick in IRC to auto voice ppl nia …. Coz re-playing some PS2 games… hehe …. waiting Final Fantasy XII to be release….

Boring Sunday

Slept 4 hours only ..... then woke up drove parent to Seremban....
Back kl around 3pm ...... on9 then nap ....

nothing much happen... ... ...

Surprise Saturday

Me & Yuanfen went to Vans work place to surprise him .... wakakaka.... he so surprise de.... :) we went there too early .. coz dun expect we can find the place tat easy... hehe....

Vans was really cool~ there ... hehe.... proud to hv a fren like him :Þ

Waited for Vans to finish work .... then we go supper around 2.30am..... must be Vans treat us supper ler~ muahahaha ... Thx Vans~ :)

Went back home oredi 5.30am.... =.-" ngam ngam mum woke up o yeh liu... :p been nagged~! ....

Friday nite: Movie time~

Went for movie with Yuanfen at 1 utama ..... after fong gong went back home bath.... then str8 away goto 1 Utama ..... so jam at LDP ~!!! sob sob sob....

9th Movie: Samara * * * ½

Simple but great effect to scare ppl. All the actors in the film was just so so..... but for a scarry movie .. dun expect too much ... :p

Back home around 10.45pm .... waited H to miss call .... & he did miss call around 11.10pm .... call back.... chatted for 30 mins.... :)

iNdesCribaBle FeeLings

Wednesday (06/04/05)

Went to Carrefour, H wanna buy a study table. But no stock for the table we chosen. L We went for
glossaries shopping …. If we are still a couple, this will be veli hang fook ….. haiz…. Think too much … :p

1st time go into his place after broke …. The feelings was …. indescribable ………………

Thursday (07/04/05)

Went to Carrefour at my place, bought the study table for H. Go fetch him after work at 9.45pm. After dinner…. around 10.50pm …. Go to his place to assemble the table…. If we are couple …. sure hang fook oso…. coz assemble the table 2gether … haiz… think too much again … :p Assembled till around 12.20am….. otw driving back …. Been thinking a lot too ……

This shud be the last thing that I need to settle for him…. Everything shud be in order for him to settle in kl liao….

We hv been through many things 2gether. When he first came to kl : - we meet up, we look around for jobs, we look around for room, look around for college, …… etc

When we break…. I told him that I shudn’t see him again…. But after that I changed my mind coz I know he still need help to settle few things….. I shud give some times to help him settle it … Now all the things shud be settled, just wait for next week … when he started his course… see whether he can cope in both study & work…. After tat, I felt my jobs is done…. I shud really let go…… b4 this I din think about the time frame to really let go ….. Next Wednesday is the 1 month “anniversary” for our break up …. Maybe that’s the best time ….. maybe…....

Perhaps no one understand how I felt in these few weeks after break… I m happy & sad when seeing him …. I m happy b’coz he is doing fine & seeing his will to succeed his dream is so strong, I m happy that he still treat me as a good fren……, I m sad he really treat me a just a good fren…… every time he commented another guy, the feeling really sour & sad to see he might become as bad mouth as his colleagues at his work place..... >.<

Lips

Boring Tuesday.... nothing much happen.... started hao fa fa again in MSN & IRC :p
Aiks ... must stop it.... hehe....

Got ppl hinting me to date him for movie.... but I m hesitated .... this person is previously I hao fa fa say wanna kao him de...
then after I pak tor.... no more chat with him liao lor.... today he mentioned wanna go for movies (eyes 10 & samara) but no one pui.... erm .... I still not prepared to meeting anyone .... so better keep the distance.....

When driving back home from work.... listening to the radio .... got a xin li che yan.... when the person u love been cursed, the tears coming out from his eyes days & nights .... oni with your kiss will stop the tears.... which part will you be kissing him to break the curse? His hair, His nose, His cheek or His lips...... OMG..... my mind keep thinking about HIS LIPS..... *^-^*

Tomolo will hv dinner with H... :p

Aiks .... few days no blog :p

Erm .... lazy for few days no write blog... hehe .... now write summary :p

Friday (1/4/05): April fool ..... nothing much happen.... at night go look for H hv dinner.... then back home play PS2....

Saturday (2/4/05): Played PS2 the whole day..... morning till evening.... eyes so tired.... a fren called to yam cha, but I dunno the place so not keen to go lor.... :p Luckily Yuanfen on9, so we go to our lao di fang (usual old place) yam cha.... chat about the Da Vinci Code fiction.... haha .... veli interesting fiction.... both so excited about the story... but I cant talk too much... coz he still not yet finsih reading... :p otw back home, H called says he will overnight at colleague place tonite coz tomolo will work in Bukit Bintang .... & later will follow them to LW.... I asked him to be careful lor.... tats all I can say.... Kind of worried about him mixing too much with those "experience gay lou" colleagues.... coz peer influence.... when u mixed around too much with them .... ur thinking will be oso like them..... which I think H will be "mind polluted" .... but I din told him this .... coz he is free to choose his frens .... I dun wanna give too much opinion.... let him decide his own path ..... Back home.... played PS2 again..... till 3am...... nothing happen to H in LW & at his colleague place de hor? .... my mind keep thinking..... haiz.....

Sunday (3/4/05): Go to Pai San in the Morning till noon .... so hot.... lucky got saw a cute boy during the journey, wahahaha :p .....went home so tired ... but played PS2 again till evening ... In the evening, Randolf called... chatted long time on the phone.... :p expensive leh.... hehe .... Randolf Gan Ba Teh... :> At nite... yam cha with Yuanfen.... tired to go out.... so ask Yuanfen come find me .... wahahha ... chat about the ending of the Da Vinci Code... went home after yam cha, H called ... ask to hv dinner tomolo.... forgot he wat time fong gong for morning shift jor... :p tot is 6.30pm.... but is 6pm ..... get scold.... haha ... ai yar... long time din go pick him fong gong liao mar.... ..... :p so I told him I'll be his place at 7pm... :)

Monday (4/4/05): Bought a new network card ..... finally can use back my own pc to on9 ..... & can put "away" over the night... :p Go find H hv dinner... dated him 7pm .... 6.30pm he oni called saying he will be late .... changed to 8pm .... aiks.... I oredi otw liao lor.... he still dun get it tat ... I m always a punctual person..... will always be early or just on time.... I din told him I oredi otw.... just told him take his time.... after tat .... drive veli slowly.... purposely stay at the jam lane to kill time..... Reached his place at 7.05pm .... a bit drizzling.... sent sms to H, telling him I'll be at the LRT station wait him,.... I know he still coughing so dun wan him to catch cold walking home.... 7.45pm .... H called... he say can goto his place liao .... he oredi home & taken bath jor.... & he just got my sms oni .... (sei Maxis ..... lousy service)

Tot wanna goto MV hv dinner.... he almost working everyday..... dun hv much time to relax..... so thinking when we go dinner, we go further from his work place & wangsa maju.... can make him relax & breath some fresh air .... but later Vans ask me go yam cha with him & Yuanfen .... so oni can go nearby lor.... actually wanna pui H longer de lor.... aiks.... but Vans 1 week oni come back KL 1 day... must give face lor.... :p After dinner, dropped H at cc to on9....

Went to yam cha with Vans & Yuanfen. Both so quiet... both oso pai seh meh? hehe .... :p after yam cha went back on9 a while .... wah ... oredi 1.15am .... finally downloaded ... Zhang Sheng Xiang Qi (Fish Leong's Concert version) ... haha... so nice.... wanna send to Yuanfen... DCC failed.... :( ask him dl himself... wahaha :p ... zzzzZZZZ

* Oh ya ... soli to Ben Ben ... soli to turn u down few times to asked me hv lunch or breakfast wor.... coz timing really not ngam ar.... dunno u still got read my blog or not... hehe....

Movie: White Noise

Thursday:

Today Fansu suddenly asked me wanna go KLCC jln jln boh..... I tot he feeling down wan ppl pui him ..... but I promised liao Yuanfen watch movie in the evening.... so asking Fansu to join us lor.... but Fansu dun wan .... I keep persuade him, he oso dun wan.... sigh.... later then oni I know Fansu meeting someone there .... hhmm ..... Fansu no tell me..... :p

8th Movie: White Noise * * ½

Not scarry ..... story line just so so ..... the actor often just starring at the tv screen... this make the movie a bit boring..... the movie just about 1 hour 30 mins .... kind of short but you feel you hv been there more than 1 hour 30 mins...