05/09/05 Monday
From last nite I can feel that HE got something wanna tell me …. But HE dun dare to tell me ….
My hp today sot sot jor….. auto off few times… sigh…. Must be the battery de problem.
I got six sense that HE might wanna find me hv lunch today…
Around 8.40pm….. I saw HE pm me at IRC…. after chat rubbish a while ….. He says he called me few times at noon, but my hp not on..... HE says got something to tell me…. HE says HE pak tor with a boy ….. HE says 3 weeks jor…. HE says got problems with the boy ….. HE asked me does HE suitable to be a person that to protect ppl? HE says HE need to off line liao ….
9.15pm…. HE went back home …… HE miss called me…. I called back …. HE told me the problems with the boiboi …. I asked HIM give more time to the boiboi … coz the boiboi oso need time to adjust his feelings… HE cry…. I pain….. HE says HE really really likes the boiboi…. The boiboi is really really cute…. The boiboi oso really really like HIM …. But din say love HIM ..
9.40pm…. vans called … he reached my place jor … I wan go out lang jing & san sum… so nice vans can pui me … J I pui him eat dinner…. I told HIM I need to go out for a break…. HE asked me… m I sad coz HE told me HE pak tor? Or m I sad becoz HE is not happy in HIS relationship….. I answered both oso got….
I help HIM to top up hp credit…. Coz HE say wanna call another fren to chat….
11.42pm … called HIM again after reached home…… HE say feeling better…. Chat with another fren… a gal …. HE says HE decided to stay as fren with the boiboi …. But when HE called the boiboi & wanna tell the boiboi…. The boiboi sound sad… so HE dun dare to tell… & decided to stay attached …. & see how later…. Once again … I asked HIM to give more time….. HE says maybe next time HE need to find a person tat can protect HIM …… I was speechless ….. my heart say…. Cant I protect u?
after hang up ….. I realized I hv totally defeated by youth & cute….
06/09/05 Tuesday
Headache …. 2 days din sleep well …..
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