Wednesday (06/04/05)
Went to Carrefour, H wanna buy a study table. But no stock for the table we chosen. L We went for
glossaries shopping …. If we are still a couple, this will be veli hang fook ….. haiz…. Think too much … :p
1st time go into his place after broke …. The feelings was …. indescribable ………………
Thursday (07/04/05)
Went to Carrefour at my place, bought the study table for H. Go fetch him after work at 9.45pm. After dinner…. around 10.50pm …. Go to his place to assemble the table…. If we are couple …. sure hang fook oso…. coz assemble the table 2gether … haiz… think too much again … :p Assembled till around 12.20am….. otw driving back …. Been thinking a lot too ……
This shud be the last thing that I need to settle for him…. Everything shud be in order for him to settle in kl liao….
We hv been through many things 2gether. When he first came to kl : - we meet up, we look around for jobs, we look around for room, look around for college, …… etc
When we break…. I told him that I shudn’t see him again…. But after that I changed my mind coz I know he still need help to settle few things….. I shud give some times to help him settle it … Now all the things shud be settled, just wait for next week … when he started his course… see whether he can cope in both study & work…. After tat, I felt my jobs is done…. I shud really let go…… b4 this I din think about the time frame to really let go ….. Next Wednesday is the 1 month “anniversary” for our break up …. Maybe that’s the best time ….. maybe…....
Perhaps no one understand how I felt in these few weeks after break… I m happy & sad when seeing him …. I m happy b’coz he is doing fine & seeing his will to succeed his dream is so strong, I m happy that he still treat me as a good fren……, I m sad he really treat me a just a good fren…… every time he commented another guy, the feeling really sour & sad to see he might become as bad mouth as his colleagues at his work place..... >.<
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