20th Movie: War Of The Worlds * * * ½
A huge film that most ppl very looking forward…. It has a very nice opening… but the ending is very very disappointing…. You will think… wat? End liao lar..? just like tat? >.< style="mso-spacerun: yes"> the movie opening says the alien has been studying & watching the earth how many thousands years ago…. if they dun hv strong confident to survive in earth condition…. Y they come attacked the earth? So stupid :x
Yesterday noon…HE sms… says wanna borrow something… I say ok…
I got fetch HIM fong gong…. HE says wanna eat mix rice…. I dunno in center KL …. 10pm where still got mix rice… So I drive back to Old Klang road hv mix rice…
I dunno why the last few times included this time… while waiting HIM fong gong… will veli looking forward …. But after seeing HIM liao… I not feel like talking …. Maybe because I know HE is ok …. Then I fong sum lor …. Or maybe I dun wanna talk because I dun wanna hear more “ma hai, mat lan 7…” come out from HIS mouth…
So…I will ask HIM sing song… lolx…. Ask HIM sing Yu Hen de Shen Hu Xi …. Then HE sang Fish Leong de Ru Guo You Yi Tian ….
After dinner … send HIM home…
It is veli happy …. When you know … wat you predicted is actually the truth … provided those things tat you predicted are good things…. On the other way…. it will be veli hurt… those bad things that you predicted …actually came through 1 by 1 ….
You say me siu hei I oso wanna say de ler…. Maybe it’s nothing to some ppl … & maybe it’s nothing to HIM oso…. but I really care …. predicted HE forgot my birthday… it happen ….. predicted HE forgot my real name… my Chinese name & English name…. This came true last nite…. (I m not predicted this last nite… but predicted after we broke…. One day HE will forgot all my things… :x)
I not purposely ask HIM de …. Coz HE use my hp then saw I got type ppl’s Chinese name in the phone book …. Saw HIS oso I got put Chinese name…. Then HE ask me … I m Lee wat wat liao ar? ….. >.< wa lao…. I think I wanna predict next time magnum 1 prize number jor ….. :p if I m not mistaken … I told HIM my name…. Not less than 3 times jor…. HE say HE so many things wanna remember ….. where can remember so many things wor… …. …. …. …..
I ask HIM go home think HIMSELF…. I wont tell HIM …. HE keep asking till I drop HIM home…. HE jokingly say… “hmmp… dun call me ar.. I wont listen…. Dun sms me ar… I wont read!” …. Lolx.. …
After I reached home…. To show tat I really disappointed … I dun wan sms HIM .. let HIM know I reach home jor…. :x … but finally I oso sms HIM … immediately HE miss call back…. I called back… HE still keep asking …. :x I say I dun tell dun tell dun tell dun tell …….. HE keep say Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell ….. HE wont hang up if I dun tell …. I say then I hang up…. :p HE say quite seriously if I hang then dun call HIM again… :x tat moment… for a second…. I wanna hang jor… flash back some memories… I m tired… not body tired…. But heart … I told HIM my name… I will see how long this time HE will remember it…. Then I pretend nothing… ask HIM fast fast go bath & rest….
Quite down .. after hang up… feeling like wanna ask HIM go read all my blog…. Lolx … :x thinking wanna let out my feeling on9…. But dun wanna spoilt ppl mood there…. After say good nite in irc at 12.04am …. din sleep at once… I know I will think too much ….
I dunno how many ppl tat know my name b4 …. Actually remember it … u forgot now nvm…. But dun come ask me if u dun prepared to remember it … feel annoyed if told liao ppl few times … but still come ask u… wat’s ur name jor ar? I think of Tino & Cannon …. Tino is the best of remember ppl name… I told him once oni… he can remember till now… erm… maybe he forgot liao oso.. muahahaha…. Coz din chat with him recently…. Will ask him if see him on9 later…. Wakakaka…
29/06/05
So watch Naruto anime …. Till 1.00am … then oni go sleep ….
Luckily …. Veli fast fall a sleep … & slept quite well … maybe really tired jor … coz the nite b4 oni slept 3 hours…
This morning in office … sms Orange zai… ask him wake up… lolx … coz he wanna goto MV watch early show today… orange zai miss call back …. Means he oredi wake up jor….. :x …. I use office phone call him…. ask him watch 11.00am de show… then 1.00pm I can go MV find him lor…. :p 1st time talk to orange zai …. He say my voice childish… sob sob sob…… :x hahaha…. Ya lor… I dun hv veli deep man voice lar… hmmph….
25/06/05
HE miss call around 7.42pm… I called back… HE says HE think over…. Will just stay as fren with tat guy…. I asked HIM… HE is ok mou? HE say still ok…. HE will chat with me when HE feel not ok….
26/06/05
Watch Naruto till 3.00am…. then sleep…
Woke up at 9.00am… prepared my self to fetch Fansu at LRT …
We going to watch Initial D at Sunway…. At 11.05am…
Fansu a bit late jor~ :p but we still make it to Sunway for the phone booking tickets…
19th Movie: Initial D * * * *
For me the movie is not bad… Like watching MTV of Jay Chou… muahahaha… I like Jay Chou…. Got a fren like
Fansu & I had lunch .. then we goto Mid Valley … to look for a present for a fren…. J so lucky… easily got a parking there.. hahahaha…. We jln jln … then around 5.00pm… we go off from MV … then Fansu decided to hv dinner with me oso… coz I dinner alone, home no cook…. Got relative house warming… but I dun wanna go… :p We regretted to come out from MV so early… lolx…. Coz both oso not yet hungry…. So we goto carrefour at Sri Petaling…. Jln jln… see see the model of Gundam Seed Destiny… then see see the new Proton Savvy car….. after dinner… sent Fansu to LRT station… wanna send Fansu home de…. But Fansu paiseh… ok lor… sent him till LRT.. J Fansu next time no need paiseh…. Not far nia mar… :p
Watching Naruto at nite again….
27/06/05
after work… back home … on9 chat a while.. later at nite…. Lala frens say wanna yam cha… got ppl come fetch .. wakaka.. so no need drive…. :p we goto cheras near by Leisure Mall yam cha till 1.00am…. then discuss wanna go where continue chit chat… got ppl wanna goto Genting…. Say 4-5am come back…. Wakkakaka… so chi sin.. :p lucky the “driver” dun wan go …. If not I will need cheat MC the next day .. :x …. Finally we goto LW continue chit chat…. But I oso din chat much…. :p coz when ppl ask me …. Am I still not yet let got of HIM …. I am kind of reluctant to answer lor… I say … erm…. Still in the progress to let go lor…. It is correct mar… :p I din cheat ppl …. I just dun wan ppl think … erm… how to say… so long liao still dun wan let go… act stupid nia….. Like I not yet let go is I find problem my self…. >.< & I dun wan ppl worry me lor…. :p
Got a lala fren last nite dunno why so free ... suddenly read all my blogs ….lolx… He realized some of the things I told him b4 was not the true… wakkakaka…. Soli wor… :p paiseh to say mar those time… … so read my blog is the most direct way to know the true me :p
But this fren hor… bz pak tor lately…. No time to care me jor.. sad~ L…. Hahaha… got bf no fren liao … :p
We both oso laugh when heard other ppl say … I hate bi …. Lolx… :p why laugh? Hahaha… dun tell u… read back all my previous blog…. :p
28/06/05
Back home at 3.00am….. then on9 till 4.00am …. Then goto ooi ooi lor…. Woke up at 7.30am…. but still lying on bed …. Roll roll roll till 8.00am… then oni prepared to work…. So sleepy :x
2.45pm….. eyes veli sleepy jor…. Lolx… nap a while at office…. :x
Goto bed at
HE miss call around
At nite so~~ dulan… around
Woke up numerous times coz hot & dun when got 1 mosquito snake in my room.. kacau me till cant sleep…. Roll roll roll …. Roll till 2.45am …. The current came back… go on9 a while coz wanna book movie tickets for tml …. Then oni sleep …. Damn .. only can sleep for 3 hours … then need to wake up goto work jor….. sleepy eyes…. L
18th Movie: Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy * * *
Actually the story is not bad…. But those funny jokes really spoilt the movie…. The whole movie can be directed much better & more seriously….. the animation & graphic effects were not bad…. But the movie is more to kids’ movie…. My friend commented “ 3 8” right after the movie is ended…. Lolx….. I heard that the book will be much better than the movie.
After movie at
All I can say what’s bothering HIM now is …. The relationship problems with tat guy who hv bf which claimed the bf will wanna break with him…..HE knew wat had happen was wrong…. I know HE feels so bad …
What had happen is actually a normal thing in PLU circle… but … really disappointed this had happen to HIM ….. I dunno whether HE had changed or this is the other side of HIM that I din see about HIM …..
I analyzed some situation with HIM … let HIM know the worst situation … & ask HIM to prepare the worst…. I m not a person with many words….. most of the time I m just a listener…. I dun have beautiful words to console and consult ppl…. I will just make it short & str8 to the point…
In between the conversation … for a moment…. I felt regretted that I have been 2gether with a person like this with my true heart… that is not is good feeling…. I din tell HIM this feeling coz tat was not the rite time…
On the way sending HIM home…. HE says HE are scared to be alone… no one to chat with HIM at home… I understand … for a 18yrs old boy… far away from hometown … missing the family… need to work and study …. it’s a tough life tat HE need to take care of HIM self here alone ….
For a moment …. I felt like wanna mor mor HIS head….. but cant coz I m driving… but then HE manja me and HE leaned his head on my shoulder… hahaha …. Not expected tat will happen… :p HE say maybe HE could go over my place to9, maybe HE was joking only… but I din think much…. My spontaneous answer is no… I say dun come kacau me sleep … coz I need sleep to9… I oni slept 3 hours last nite…. Actually got many reasons I say no… 1) If HE come over nite… HE need to wake up at
13days after we broke …. I accompanied HIM coz HE broke with another guy.
100days after we broke …. I accompanied HIM coz HIS relationship problems.
Surprisingly I fall a sleep fast & din wake up in the middle of the nite.
Yesterday lunch time… I bring the mp3 cd to HIM … & bring HIM flu medicine & herbs tea (leong cha) … waited HIM near the LRT station at 1.00pm …. 1.15pm HE came out … walk pass my car without notice me … go str8 to take LRT back to work ……… >.<” I know HE will be a bit late to work jor…. But no need forgot me waiting there gua… … … …
At nite… a fren ask me …. Did HE take the medicine…. I dunno… I dun wan ask….
HE din miss call me at 11pm something… I assumed HE sleep & rest jor … I goto bed at 12.00am …… at 1.12am … HE miss call me….. I blur blur & tot HIS flu maybe getting worst…. Called back…. The way HE answered I know HE is feeling better jor … I agak agak know HE wanna talk about relationship things….
HE told me this evening got a fren goto HIS place take bath … coz the fren’s place dun hv water heater…. …. HIS fren bath 1st … then HE bath later… HE say the fren kind of “jokingly” try to pull HIS tower when HE go back to HIS room… :x HE din go dinner with this fren coz got some other ppl joining the dinner…
HE say HE called the other fren that HE sensed both of them got feel towards each other… tat time .. tat fren quarrelling with his bf…. HE say tat fren oredi hv the preparation tat the bf gonna break with him …. They sms …. HE say finally this fren admitted hv feelings towards HIM …. I dunno HE is happy about tat or feel confuse about tat… but I guess shud be happy gua … HE say got many things wanna talk to me… but HE really tired jor … I ask HIM go rest…
I dunno wat’s between HIS fren & the bf problems… I know HE did gave his fren advice on the relationship problem… this fren kind of like HIS thinking …. wat I felt uncomfortable…. Is tat … a person sense his bf wanna break… at the same time he so fast got feel with another person…. Haiz….. plu life…. Maybe I m bias … most plu … when wanna break with bf … will get him self another potential bf as a replacement….
I dun wanna give any advice on a relationship tat I only know 1 party… I will get bias … coz I just listening to 1 party talking… previously I do give advice just based on 1 party talking … Until I know … when WE break… HE says HE did ask HIS frens’ opinion tat shud HE break with me…. tat time I was so furious …… HIS frens dun even know me… How can just based on 1 party talking then they sentenced my relationship to death …… I dun wanna be like tat… unless I know both party… then oni I will give specific de advice lor …. :p
But many situation is tat … the fren who talking to u about his problem …. He oredi make the decision …. He just need a fren to support the decision…
After I hang up the phone last nite….. kind of hard to fall a sleep…. Maybe HE felt nothing coz I told HIM b4 talk to me when ever HE wanna talk about anything ….. but now I felt kind of cruel to my self …. When a person u like… talking about the person he like…. :x
Congrats to few of my frens, one by one, found the rite person …. J
Happy for them…. But dun got bf no fren wor ;pSat nite….. lala gathering…. From 1.30am – 5.00am….. =.-“ haha … all so bian tai …. No need sleep de…. :p
Sleep from 6.30am – 12.45pm …. Lucky can sleep 6 hours…. If not sure die… 2 days oso sleep less ……
Then watch drama…. Hehe…. Watching till eyes oso wanna drop out …. Finally finish the HK drama… Gam Ji Yuk Yip episode 26- 30 … then continue watch Anime… Naturo episode 1 – 8 ….. then continue Gundam Seed Destiny episode 34 – 35 … then Yakitate
Whole day at home … watch till 10.20pm … HE miss call… I called back …. HE say not feeling well… fall sick jor … got flu … I ask HIM take care lor …. Eat medicine on time… ask HIM fast fast take bath then go rest …
Around 11.30pm…. sms HIM…. Anything call me if need help ….
Monday morning …. sms HIM ask HIM feeling better… HE say better jor.. going to class liao …. After class will goto work … HE ask for the mp3 cd… I say I will pass to HIM this afternoon after HIS class….
Went karaoke with Vans …. 1.15am – 4am ….. just 2 persons…. Muahahaha….. no need to fight for the mic to sing…. Pai she…. Coz fly key when singing …. *^-^* got buffet eat~ … hehehe…. So full …. Not bad … although not many choices for the buffet like hotel…. But it has enough quantity for all customers…. J
Went back home oredi 4.20mins… on9 kacao ppl who is away in IRC… Orange zai still there…. Kacao him a while… then he go off9 jor….
Skype~ …. Lolx…. 5 ppl skyping…. Vans, Mimi, Eth, Sotong and me…. so terrible…. These ppl no need sleep de…. :p we play true or dare …. Haha… ask tricky questions… so nottie de they all…. :x ….. me so cham… at the beginning .. always kena me de…. =.-“ after change few times nick name then oni can get away the curse~!! Wakakaka ….
Played till 7.00am …. Then goto bed at 7.20am coz need bath bath…. Woke up at 11.15am …. Slept less than 4 hours…. cham …. L
12.00pm …. Fetch mum to work…. Then wait at office ….. sms HIM …. Asking HIM after HIS exam wanna watch movie mar? If HE got other plan then nvm…. J waiting HIS reply now……….
Super nice …. Difference from previous Batman movies….. This movie is more to reality. No too fancy… not too cartoons…. This movie covered how actually Batman appeared compare to all previous Batman movies just briefly intro the background of Batman. Batman is the super hero with no super power. He is the most human being super hero. Hehe… that is why I choose Batman as my pic in MSN :p ngek ngek …. The actions in the movie is nice…. Animations looks so real….. J
Looking forward to next week….. Initail D .. & Hitchaker ……
Wednesday nite…. After chat on phone with HIM …. HE miss call back…. I call HIM again…. HE say wanna hv lunch on Friday…. After HIS class… I say ok…
Thursday nite back from movie…. Fast fast rearrange all the mp3 & burn into CD … wanna past to HIM on Friday …. Happy~ J
Friday morning .. go back to office .. fast fast type all the songs title & print out … type half way…. I call HIM to confirm today lunch …. I tot I dun wanna call de… but six sense tell me …. Something wrong… I shud call ….. so I called … HE say… “today I hv lunch with other frens wor” ….. I speechless….. I say “Nvm… ok.. bye” …. HE say “wei… u angry ar?” ….. I say “ya… u shud hv told me….” …. HE say “soli ar.. plz dun angry lar….” …. I tot wanna hang the phone… but too childish jor….. I say “no lar.. no angry lar.. nvm … no angry liao…”
After hang up… I sms HIM “I am not angry becoz U dun hv lunch with me. I just disappointed U din tell me earlier… coz If I dun call just now, I will str8 away wait U at UR college. The taste of been ffk is no nice. Next time tell me earlier lor.” ….. while typing the sms…. Listening to Yu Hen de Shen Hu Xi .. when come to the part…. Yan lei kai shi da zhuan~~ …… my tears really around my eyes rolling …. Coz felt I m just a not important to HIM ….. ……… ………………. Msg sent ……
After a while HE replied… “sorry wor…. Make u unhappy jor… actually plan to call u this morning but last nite a fren (a gal) overnite at my place so not convenient to call lor. Plz accept my apology. To9 can look 4 me mou? Wanna pay back to topup card $ oso.”
I replied … “ok lor… U treat me 1 meal lor…. To9 dun wanna kacao U. next time lor. U sleep early to9….. tomolo exam good luck.”
HE call while otw to college in LRT.. .. I call back …. HE say soli again… & say if I still angry HE will not able to do revision oh…. & told me why HIS fren overnite at HIS place … coz her roommate bring bf back… she cant sleep well… so she ask HIM can overnite at HIS place mou? … HE ask wanna dinner to9…… I say dun wan … 1st time I reject HIM without other plan to9 (last time even I got other plan, I oso will cancel tat plan to meet with HIM .. :p) …. I say “next time lar.. tml exam U sleep early…” …
I din tell HIM …. Actually I wanna pass HIM the mp3 cd today lunch de….. so tat HE can do revision while listening to some songs tat HE wanted…..
After hang up……. I m telling my self …… I wont offer to ask HIM out jor .. since HE got many frens jor…. No need me jor ….. . I shud steel my heart towards HIM (铁了心) …. …………… YA …. I shud …… wake up… (can I do it? …. Dunno…. Just do it like Nike lor)….. :p
10/06/05
Suddenly decided wanna go JB :p …. Can stay at fren place .. then coming on Sunday with the fren… So after fong gong fast fast go home pack my things then take bath …. Fast fast rush to Pudu station buy bus ticket…
Reached Pudu station at 6.30pm …. Fast fast search for non-stop de bus….. finally found a available at 6.45pm de bus … J happy de …
Bus started journey at 6.55pm …. Jam at jln istana ….. luckily not so jam at the Sungai Besi toll…. But near the Seremban toll…. It was so jam…. Almost jam jor 1 hour.. L
Finally reached Larkin bus terminal at 11.15pm ….. wait my fren to pick me … then we go “dinner” …. So late oni take dinner L we go eat Taiwanese steamboat ….. got 2 favour de soup… we chosen spicy (ma la) & chiken soup … the spicy soup SO~~ spicy…. Beh tahan … lolx … both of us just use the chicken soup oni…. The chicken soup is SO~~ nice J
11/06/05
After dinner…. around 2.00am jor … ;p then we goto cc online ….. the cc got cam de.. hehe…. 1st time show cam to ppl …. So ugly …. :p
Go back to my fren place oredi 5.30am something…. Take bath sleep at around 7.00am…
Woke up at 10am something ….. read some comics (dragon ball) lolx…. Then felt sleepy again …. Sleep back till 2.00pm …. Chit chat and bath and Mi mi mor mor …. Till 4.30pm …. Going out to Sg lor ….
Finally reached
Then we continue jln jln jln ….. I bought a jeans and a belt…. Then my fren bought 2 shirts…. After tat I bought a box of mask as requested by another fren…
Walking back to the MRT station … in front of Takashimaya… performing now is Jay Jay Lin Jun Jie …. He singing Dou Jiang You Tiao … if Fansu here sure happy lor… :p he so like Jay Jay J
Back to JB hv dinner … then goto cc on9 till 2.30am
12/06/05
The most funny thing tat happen is tat… we on9 till around 2.00am…. the a guy sit next to me on my right…. I saw he login Axcest … I not fong bin tell my fren who sit on my left… I so type in the IRC channel…. Told him … “hey, the guy next to me login axcest” … then my fren look at tat guy pc screen … my fren reply in IRC “ OMG!!!! He browsing my profile!!!!” …. Then I curi curi look at tat screen…. HAHAHA….. he really browsing my fren pic :x SO NGAM~!!! :p
My fren quick quick say bye bye & go out the cc jor …. Lolx … scared ppl recognized him … I was controlling my self not to laughing out loud …..
We back to my fren place then I sleep at 4.00am ….
Woke up at 2.00pm …. Go hv lunch .. then my fren bring me for a hair cut at Thomas & guys at
I need to goto Sg with the hairstyle tat I look so weird!!! I dun dare to look at the mirror each time pass by those shops with mirror….
This time we drove to Sg…. Reached Kranji MRT station to pick up my fren’s frens … then we off to Bugis ….. we just mang zhong zhong drive along .. looking for Beach road…. Finally reached Bugis at 8pm something … got some problem with the parking .. Then we jln jln again …. Till 9.00pm ….. we go dinner … then we proceed to yam cha till 11.30pm …
13/06/05
We drove back to JB & back to my fren’s place to do packing…. Help my fren move all his things to the car…. Coz my fren is moving back to kl …. Rest a while …. 2.05am we start our journey back to kl… bye bye JB J
We chit chat chit chat … veli fast about 4.00am … we reached Ayer Keroh tempat rehat …. We stop & rest for a while …. Then continued the journey …. Ngam ngam 6.00am… reached my home…. J decided cheat 1 day MC ….. wakakkaka…..
Mi mi mor mor .. slept at 7.30am… woke up at 11.45am …. Slept 4 hours oni L
Woke up …. on9 a while ….. then fetch mum back from work …. Start watch HongKong drama War and Beauty (Gam Ji Yuk Yip) at 3.00pm ….
Watch the drama till evening ….. parents went out ….. whole house quiet….. suddenly make me felt lonely …. L then think of 1 person ….. after dinner on9 a while then continue watch drama till 11.40pm …. Called HIM … HE yam cha with frens … HE say will miss call me when HE get back …. Later at 12.05am …. I sms HIM … I goto bed jor …. Loneliness around me … tat feeling is so~~ bad….
Tuesday evening... HE come to Sri Petaling, wanna hv a hair cut, but the saloon din open …. Haiz…. We hv dinner then goto Carrefour and buy groceries and main item is to buy a cabinet (dunno call wat.. a cabinet to store clothes) … then sent HIM home….
I got this feeling last nite…
HE need help to carry things to HIS room , I helped, and say wanna help to assembly the cabinet…. But HE like oredi set the limit that I shud help until this level…. HE say no need coz tml I still need work (but tat time just 9.30pm) … after I put down all the things…. HE oredi standing at the main door….. means I shud leave at once ….. Maybe just me being sensitive….. ya …. Maybe just me being sensitive…… after saying bye…. I walked extremely slow to the car….. …….. aiks …. think to much again……
Later at nite… received a sms …. Not from HIM ….. from another person…. Erm…… call him … R.
R…. know him not long…. Oni chat with him through net & phone few times …. & stop chat quite a long time jor oso …. He din online much…. He know my personalities through a good fren of mine… & I know R actually admire my good fren long time jor … R felt wanna move on… let go the admiration ….
R sms me last time … ask whether we hv chance to develop…. Plz consider seriously…
I replied… “It would be unfair to both of us to give the answer now….. coz we hv not meet each other… just frens 1st lor…” ….. He replied … “ok”
I dunno when I will meet him …. I felt pressure & uncomfortable if meeting with a purpose… … I oredi a quiet person …. I think I will become a real si ham jor if meeting him … I more prefer a relax meeting…… so .. the date of meeting R is ... unknown..... muahahaha :pDo you prefer a bf that still miss his ex or a bf that hates his ex? Would you worry if your bf still miss his ex? Worry they will hv something still connecting them….? Or hv you tot about your bf will hates you like he hates his ex now after u 2 break up….?
Do you prefer a bf that hv no ex at all or a bf that hv many ex jor? Normally 1st love never last…. Maybe you will worry tat … if you are your bf 1st love…. :x if your bf got many ex oso kind of worry coz each relationship he had sure just last a short while…
Do you still miss your ex or you hates your ex?
Do you hv many ex or dun hv ex at all?
Opps….. think too much again…. Hehe… :p & forgot wat I wanna say in this blog jor ..... muahahaha .... nvm ..... =.-"
But I felt a bit sum tong … to see HIM speak vulgar in Cantonese with HIS colleagues at the work place…. (HE dun speak rude words in Mandarin, just in Cantonese) …. Maybe there is a need to speak like tat…. Coz if not will easily bully by ppl ……
To see a white paper been polluted … although this pollution din harm anyone…. I felt helpless… coz I cant do anything….
It is veli different to see a person who already speak vulgar words when u know him compare with a person dun speak vulgar when u know him but become can use vulgar words spontaneously …
Maybe …. I am living in my own imagined nirvana …. And half dreaming half awake…. When will I awaken completely.. ? …….
Busy entertain 3 gu 6 po at home … coz my bro wedding…
Walao…. Coz it’s my last bro de wedding…. The next target will be me jor…. =.-“
Many aunty ask when is my turn ? >.<””
Aiks…. I pretend to be very busy lor…. Walk here walk there …. Then snake in my room on9 chat…. Muahahaha …. :p
I will try to avoid this kind of party ceremony jor …. I dunno how other ppl think… when ever has this kind of ceremony…. Sure many relatives will attend…. Sure many cousins will attend …. And now I am 30yrs old jor … sure got many younger cousins which is 20++ yrs old…. When you see many of them bring their gal fren along… will you feel uncomfortable? Then other aunty will come and ask… “din bring ur gal fren ar?” “still no gal fren?” “fast fast lor….. u see who who who (pointing at younger cousins)…. Oso got gal fren jor~!” >.< and then…. Those aunty will go ask ur mum & dad … “ei, ur this son hor~ … still no gal fren meh??!! Ai yor…. Fast fast lor …. U can be relax after he get married~!” ----- DUN LAUGH, coz this will happen to u too … :p
When a person that like you for a long time ... telling you his feeling is still so strong upon you... and you feel touch after listening of his “confession”... but that person say he dun wanna see you again coz he scare he wont able to return to his quiet life after seeing you. What would you do...? …………… of coz ... this is not happen to me... I am not that lucky... it’s happened to a closed fren...
16th Movie: The Interpreter * * * ½
Great Cast, Nice Story... Sean Penn and Nicole Kidman... Wow.. both academy winners..
Nicole Kidman look so nice with long str8 hair...
A bit confuse and blur of the story while watching... after the movie oni slowly digest the story line... ...
This morning HE miss called me. I called back ….
HE say HE no attached jor lor…. HE has tot over it & both of them just become fren lor… HE say this cannot count as relationship … I say ya lor…. Sigh… young ppl … din think thoroughly to make a decision…. HE say tat colleague is actually a BI … I told HIM … BI one day will get married … HE oso understand….
HE say felt better after talking to me…. wont be moody or a bit down …. I oso cannot chat long… coz working in office …. Not convenience to talk …. I told HIM I’ll call HIM to9 de…. To check HE is ok…
HE ask me …. Do I think HE is lengzai mou? =.-“ I say HE is above average lor….. aiks…. HE mentioned tat HIS other colleague say HE always chosen those who not as good looking as HIM ….. I told HIM dun bother too much about outlook … more important is the inner beauty …. I dunno whether HE got listen mou … We all knew tat… inner beauty is most important … but who will really cares about inner beauty when he has a crush with a cute looking character?
Young ppl mostly oso want a leng zai bf … especially his colleague always judge ppl outlook at their work place …. This will sure change HIS thinking ….. I am quite fed up about this …
All ppl oso will based on outlook to search a relationship …. This is a reality…. A veli cruel reality …
Now HE veli much interested in Horoscope matching … & HE did see Horoscope really reflects a person characters…… HE says GEMINI will be the worse character… coz they often have 2 faces ….. L I m Gemini …. Sei mou….. I ask HIM … do I have strong characters of a Gemini ? Lucky HE say I dun … :p
Maybe I am not worse in characters …. But worse in my outlook…. Old & ugly… LLast nite …. Bought jor 2 dvd A Lot Like Love and Closer. A Lot Like Love watch jor half way……. then stop for bath & dinner …. After dinner chat a while on9…. then tot wanna continue to the movie…. But I choose to watch Closer … coz wanna borrow a fren the next day …
Closer …. About Love at 1st sight ….. Julia Roberts, Jude Law, Natalie Portman and Clive Owen…. Veli complicated relationship between these 4 characters…. Its veli true story.. especially apply to PLU circle ….. See one likes one … easily have feeling of admires becoz you see a cute character…………..
If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking
I like one sentence in the movie, Natalie Portman said to Jude Law: “where is the love? I cant see it! I cant touch it! I cant feel it! It’s just words that come out from u….”
How many of us really understand what is love all about…….? How many of us does not based on out look to seek lover…. ? How many of us believe forever love……..?
After the movie about 11.35pm HE still din call me …. to wish me happy b’day…. 11.39pm I called HIM…. The 1st sentence I heard was “lei call ngor jou mat yeh?” in a joking but a bit frustrated be tone….. I almost wanna say “soli to disturbed lor … nothing lar..” then hang up the phone …. But I can feel that something has happen to HIM lor… As I expected… HE told me HE & the new colleague got feelings and they speak out to each other jor…. And they kind of attached jor gua… but as usual every time speak out jor then oni hv the feeling of regret … coz then oni see the person characteristic is actually not the kind of HE wanted…. I can see tat HE was thinking of this these few days … until.. FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY. But I oso know HE is veli busy in work lar… :p
I told HIM to give more time & see clearly lor …. Then oni see both of them really click mou…. HE noticed I was a bit quiet & din give enough respond … I struggling whether wanna close the conversation and hang up like tat …. Coz want HIM to feel bad for forgotten my b’day.
11.45pm… I finally told HIM I am waiting HIM to wish me happy b’day. HE wish me Happy Birthday….. and HE asked me… do I think tat HE is bad…… coz HE forgot…. I say yes…. I know HE will be mind if ppl think HIM like tat…. HE really kind of moody jor… and say wanna hang up …. Aiks … I need to tum HIM back…. I asked HIM to sing Birthday song … then I will forgive HIM …. Hehe….
11.55pm…. I ask HIM sleep early … & if got anything not happy… call me… then hang up.
11.59pm…. make my b’day wishes again….
12.00am ….. My Birthday Over jor….
