Tuesday evening... HE come to Sri Petaling, wanna hv a hair cut, but the saloon din open …. Haiz…. We hv dinner then goto Carrefour and buy groceries and main item is to buy a cabinet (dunno call wat.. a cabinet to store clothes) … then sent HIM home….
I got this feeling last nite…
HE need help to carry things to HIS room , I helped, and say wanna help to assembly the cabinet…. But HE like oredi set the limit that I shud help until this level…. HE say no need coz tml I still need work (but tat time just 9.30pm) … after I put down all the things…. HE oredi standing at the main door….. means I shud leave at once ….. Maybe just me being sensitive….. ya …. Maybe just me being sensitive…… after saying bye…. I walked extremely slow to the car….. …….. aiks …. think to much again……
Later at nite… received a sms …. Not from HIM ….. from another person…. Erm…… call him … R.
R…. know him not long…. Oni chat with him through net & phone few times …. & stop chat quite a long time jor oso …. He din online much…. He know my personalities through a good fren of mine… & I know R actually admire my good fren long time jor … R felt wanna move on… let go the admiration ….
R sms me last time … ask whether we hv chance to develop…. Plz consider seriously…
I replied… “It would be unfair to both of us to give the answer now….. coz we hv not meet each other… just frens 1st lor…” ….. He replied … “ok”
I dunno when I will meet him …. I felt pressure & uncomfortable if meeting with a purpose… … I oredi a quiet person …. I think I will become a real si ham jor if meeting him … I more prefer a relax meeting…… so .. the date of meeting R is ... unknown..... muahahaha :pThis Thursday maybe my movie pal may not watch movie with me lo~ ..... so ke lian .... tot wanna watch Mr & Mrs Smith de...... maybe watch alone ... maybe ask other ppl watch with me..... :p
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