Summary for Wed - Thurs

Tuesday 21/06/05

Goto bed at 11.00pm…. HE miss call at 12.39am …. I called back BUT Maxis network was down….. try call till 1.30am…still cannot…. So dulan ….. damn Maxis. This is the first time I never manage to return HIS miss call…. I realized I m too over… I felt hard to fall sleep coz din manage to call HIM back…. I m chi9sin.

Wednesday 22/06/05

HE miss call around 12.35pm… HE say the flu medicine I gave HIM not ngam HIM… coz make HIM felt sakit perut this morning and make HIM felt blur-blur…. I ask HIM take HIS own medicine then and drink more water.

At nite so~~ dulan… around 8.45pm…. NO electricity!! Cant on9, cant watch tv & cant watch dl’ed de anime….. so hot some more… waited till around 10pm… lying on my bed … half fall sleep…. Got few calls… but cant talk long … coz hp low battery… no current to charge …. So angry…. L

Thursday 23/06/05

Woke up numerous times coz hot & dun when got 1 mosquito snake in my room.. kacau me till cant sleep…. Roll roll roll …. Roll till 2.45am …. The current came back… go on9 a while coz wanna book movie tickets for tml …. Then oni sleep …. Damn .. only can sleep for 3 hours … then need to wake up goto work jor….. sleepy eyes…. L

3.20pm… HE miss call… I called back…. HE sound weird…. Something must has happen….. Although this a my blog….but tat is HIS personal matters… really not respect if I written wat HE told me here….. what happen was most PLU will did it intentionally or unintentionally ….. use your imagination…. But dun think too far… :p HE need someone to accompany & talk to… HE asked me to find HIM tonite … I say I will go fetch HIM fong gong at nite…..

18^th Movie: Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy * * *

Actually the story is not bad…. But those funny jokes really spoilt the movie…. The whole movie can be directed much better & more seriously….. the animation & graphic effects were not bad…. But the movie is more to kids’ movie…. My friend commented “ 3 8” right after the movie is ended…. Lolx….. I heard that the book will be much better than the movie.

After movie at 8.40pm…. start my journey goto HIS work place. Reached at 9.15pm…. need to wait for 15mins more…. 9.34pm…. HE came out …. We go Sweet Talk, Bukit Bintang, to have dinner. My treat.. coz to award HIM for get good results in HIS last exam… paper 1 … 96marks & paper 2… 82 marks…. Although I told HIM b4 both papers must get above 90marks then only I will treat HIM dinner…. But still … wanna cheer HIM up a bit… I tolerate ….

All I can say what’s bothering HIM now is …. The relationship problems with tat guy who hv bf which claimed the bf will wanna break with him…..HE knew wat had happen was wrong…. I know HE feels so bad …

What had happen is actually a normal thing in PLU circle… but … really disappointed this had happen to HIM ….. I dunno whether HE had changed or this is the other side of HIM that I din see about HIM …..

I analyzed some situation with HIM … let HIM know the worst situation … & ask HIM to prepare the worst…. I m not a person with many words….. most of the time I m just a listener…. I dun have beautiful words to console and consult ppl…. I will just make it short & str8 to the point…

In between the conversation … for a moment…. I felt regretted that I have been 2gether with a person like this with my true heart… that is not is good feeling…. I din tell HIM this feeling coz tat was not the rite time…

On the way sending HIM home…. HE says HE are scared to be alone… no one to chat with HIM at home… I understand … for a 18yrs old boy… far away from hometown … missing the family… need to work and study …. it’s a tough life tat HE need to take care of HIM self here alone ….

For a moment …. I felt like wanna mor mor HIS head….. but cant coz I m driving… but then HE manja me and HE leaned his head on my shoulder… hahaha …. Not expected tat will happen… :p HE say maybe HE could go over my place to9, maybe HE was joking only… but I din think much…. My spontaneous answer is no… I say dun come kacau me sleep … coz I need sleep to9… I oni slept 3 hours last nite…. Actually got many reasons I say no… 1) If HE come over nite… HE need to wake up at 6.30am with me… coz 7.00am.. I need to goto work jor … 2) I scare I will do wrong things …. Wakakakak…… 3) is I really need sleep …. 4) my parent will nag & question.. if they find out.. why I bring a young boy back home overnite so late…. If I stay alone I will ask HIM come… then I can keong gan HIM … wakakkakakakkakaka….. :p

11.30pm…. sent HIM home…. Ask HIM dun think too much… fast fast take out HIS contact lens…. Coz HE oredi wear it 24 hours jor…..

11.50pm… I reached home…. Sms HIM back home safe. Login IRC …. Stares at the screen… din chat & doing nothing… coz dun feel like chatting…. For a while…. Then goto bed.

13days after we broke …. I accompanied HIM coz HE broke with another guy.

100days after we broke …. I accompanied HIM coz HIS relationship problems.

Surprisingly I fall a sleep fast & din wake up in the middle of the nite.

Friday 24/06/05

Sms HIM in the morning… ask HIM feeling better? …. Till now.. not yet reply….