Wednesday nite…. After chat on phone with HIM …. HE miss call back…. I call HIM again…. HE say wanna hv lunch on Friday…. After HIS class… I say ok…
Thursday nite back from movie…. Fast fast rearrange all the mp3 & burn into CD … wanna past to HIM on Friday …. Happy~ J
Friday morning .. go back to office .. fast fast type all the songs title & print out … type half way…. I call HIM to confirm today lunch …. I tot I dun wanna call de… but six sense tell me …. Something wrong… I shud call ….. so I called … HE say… “today I hv lunch with other frens wor” ….. I speechless….. I say “Nvm… ok.. bye” …. HE say “wei… u angry ar?” ….. I say “ya… u shud hv told me….” …. HE say “soli ar.. plz dun angry lar….” …. I tot wanna hang the phone… but too childish jor….. I say “no lar.. no angry lar.. nvm … no angry liao…”
After hang up… I sms HIM “I am not angry becoz U dun hv lunch with me. I just disappointed U din tell me earlier… coz If I dun call just now, I will str8 away wait U at UR college. The taste of been ffk is no nice. Next time tell me earlier lor.” ….. while typing the sms…. Listening to Yu Hen de Shen Hu Xi .. when come to the part…. Yan lei kai shi da zhuan~~ …… my tears really around my eyes rolling …. Coz felt I m just a not important to HIM ….. ……… ………………. Msg sent ……
After a while HE replied… “sorry wor…. Make u unhappy jor… actually plan to call u this morning but last nite a fren (a gal) overnite at my place so not convenient to call lor. Plz accept my apology. To9 can look 4 me mou? Wanna pay back to topup card $ oso.”
I replied … “ok lor… U treat me 1 meal lor…. To9 dun wanna kacao U. next time lor. U sleep early to9….. tomolo exam good luck.”
HE call while otw to college in LRT.. .. I call back …. HE say soli again… & say if I still angry HE will not able to do revision oh…. & told me why HIS fren overnite at HIS place … coz her roommate bring bf back… she cant sleep well… so she ask HIM can overnite at HIS place mou? … HE ask wanna dinner to9…… I say dun wan … 1st time I reject HIM without other plan to9 (last time even I got other plan, I oso will cancel tat plan to meet with HIM .. :p) …. I say “next time lar.. tml exam U sleep early…” …
I din tell HIM …. Actually I wanna pass HIM the mp3 cd today lunch de….. so tat HE can do revision while listening to some songs tat HE wanted…..
After hang up……. I m telling my self …… I wont offer to ask HIM out jor .. since HE got many frens jor…. No need me jor ….. . I shud steel my heart towards HIM (铁了心) …. …………… YA …. I shud …… wake up… (can I do it? …. Dunno…. Just do it like Nike lor)….. :p
2 comments:
...why "love" always like that...
erm... about the ffk part... his fault loh.. forgot to notify u early..... but hoh, maybe he also feel bad gua....
mike mike he also wanna meet u tonite, why dun find him wor?? and since u wanan pass CD to him also....
i think, maybe like u say, have to wake up a bit... but ler, i think dun need to ignore him or avoid him geh... he is after all still ur good fren right??
i not helping him lar, and i dun mean i wan2 see u falling even deeper into the hole.... i just saying, do the things that u wanna do loo.. life is urs de mah.. :)
if u wanan share feelings with ppl, got many frens mah... ler... got... those ppl lar.... :p ok?
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