Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Nothing to HIM, Cruel to Me

Yesterday lunch time… I bring the mp3 cd to HIM … & bring HIM flu medicine & herbs tea (leong cha) … waited HIM near the LRT station at 1.00pm …. 1.15pm HE came out … walk pass my car without notice me … go str8 to take LRT back to work ……… >.<” I know HE will be a bit late to work jor…. But no need forgot me waiting there gua… … … …

At nite… a fren ask me …. Did HE take the medicine…. I dunno… I dun wan ask….

HE din miss call me at 11pm something… I assumed HE sleep & rest jor … I goto bed at 12.00am …… at 1.12am … HE miss call me….. I blur blur & tot HIS flu maybe getting worst…. Called back…. The way HE answered I know HE is feeling better jor … I agak agak know HE wanna talk about relationship things….

HE told me this evening got a fren goto HIS place take bath … coz the fren’s place dun hv water heater…. …. HIS fren bath 1st … then HE bath later… HE say the fren kind of “jokingly” try to pull HIS tower when HE go back to HIS room… :x HE din go dinner with this fren coz got some other ppl joining the dinner…

HE say HE called the other fren that HE sensed both of them got feel towards each other… tat time .. tat fren quarrelling with his bf…. HE say tat fren oredi hv the preparation tat the bf gonna break with him …. They sms …. HE say finally this fren admitted hv feelings towards HIM …. I dunno HE is happy about tat or feel confuse about tat… but I guess shud be happy gua … HE say got many things wanna talk to me… but HE really tired jor … I ask HIM go rest…

I dunno wat’s between HIS fren & the bf problems… I know HE did gave his fren advice on the relationship problem… this fren kind of like HIS thinking …. wat I felt uncomfortable…. Is tat … a person sense his bf wanna break… at the same time he so fast got feel with another person…. Haiz….. plu life…. Maybe I m bias … most plu … when wanna break with bf … will get him self another potential bf as a replacement….

I dun wanna give any advice on a relationship tat I only know 1 party… I will get bias … coz I just listening to 1 party talking… previously I do give advice just based on 1 party talking … Until I know … when WE break… HE says HE did ask HIS frens’ opinion tat shud HE break with me…. tat time I was so furious …… HIS frens dun even know me… How can just based on 1 party talking then they sentenced my relationship to death …… I dun wanna be like tat… unless I know both party… then oni I will give specific de advice lor …. :p

But many situation is tat … the fren who talking to u about his problem …. He oredi make the decision …. He just need a fren to support the decision…

After I hang up the phone last nite….. kind of hard to fall a sleep…. Maybe HE felt nothing coz I told HIM b4 talk to me when ever HE wanna talk about anything ….. but now I felt kind of cruel to my self …. When a person u like… talking about the person he like…. :x

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Congrats to few of my frens, one by one, found the rite person …. J

Happy for them…. But dun got bf no fren wor ;p

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hmmmm .. he also got his own decisions to make geh, who he likes, who he befriends...

u cannot do anything much also looo :( wat to do?? give him guidance if he need looo... so happy to know mike mike still treat him like a fren.... very seldom got ppl so good ler.. [ok u can feel paiseh now :P]

True looo, sometimes ppl breakup liao fast fast find another.. -.-" like no bf will die.... ish`~! i just hope ppl dun play others' feelings lar....

i also usually listen to 2 sides de, b4 i advise.... but ler, sometimes impossible to know the other party's thoughts mah.. so wat to do?? keep quiet?? well, i will try my best to understand the situation and think the best solution for my friend loo ^_^

when he talks abt r'ships, u feel hurt hoh? like dun want to listen coz sad, but still want to give support and listen... very zuo you wei nan de.... there are many solutions to this, but u have to choose which way to take loo...

ok lar... dun want babble too much liao... :P got work to do.. bye~