At nite about 8.27pm Cannon call …. He came back from “dating” jor… :p We chat a while then I say wanna go out liao lu …. He asked me go where? I say going fetch ppl fong gong & goto Pudu buy bus ticket..… Cannon scold me … haiz … say HE oni using me… L …. Why I still treat HIM so good wor … haiz… HE say Vans must be din brain wash me enough…. Wahahaha…. I say ya lor… he brain wash me till left a spark… then the spark … start burning again…. Wakakakka….. :p
8.40pm…. go out lu….. goto buy Tong Gei Egg Tarts first …. J hehe….
9.33pm…. HE fong gong came out… we go Pudu …. Erm… talk then… quiet…. Then talk ….. then quiet ….. mostly I was quiet …..
After bought ticket…. HE say not so hungry ….. dunno wanna eat or not…. I say I bought Egg Tarts for HIM …. J
HE say… wanna pak tor… & take care of a person …. More or less need to use money … I say A A is ok mar… HE say no gar …. Ppl might think HE is gu hon mar…. I quiet… then HE got say …. Those cute boiboi that HE likes always veli childish 1…. HE asked is HE childish oso …. ?? I say …. Erm… half half lor….
Then HE start talk again …. Erm…. Talking about …. HE quite easy change target ….. then HE ask me is HE flower heart? Or slut? …. I say no lor…. Most PLU is like tat … then HE say no mar…. HE is different…. Coz HE not purposely change target 1 mar… coz HIM always been rejected mar … then HE felt no chance to continue… then oni change de mar… some more some target HE din say out de .. just keep in the heart din tell out de…. (I was thinking … ya .. rite… u always been rejected… but I was been rejected by u… blek …) then HE asked….. erm… then do you still can be fren with this kind of person ? will I think HE is flower heart then dun wanna fren HIM…. ?? I say… erm…. I will go home think about it …. Muahhahaha…… :x ….. HE say…. Sui yan! … HE say … how I think of HIM is very important coz I m HIS best fren mar……
The letter …. On the back seat … in an envelope … with 2 cds … I downloaded Madagascar & Mr. And Mrs. Smith …. Borrow HIM go hometown watch … the envelope with few papers (lyrics) put in a bag … try to dun make the letter not so obvious …. Wat’s written in the letter? Erm… basically … is some feeling from the very beginning till last Friday…. That I compare some personality that I felt HE changed … telling HIM how I feel about the changes …. & I did mentioned in the letter …. I will start letting HIM go jor …
The word best fren …. Make me wanna take out the letter ….. just past to HIM the cds & lyrics …. My mind thinking .. later how I take out the letter leh ? …. HE keep talking… about a colleague… always come near HIM … when few colleagues are going out to take LRT as a group…. This colleague (the one that I mentioned b4 in the past blog… the one who goto HIS place bath one) always got wait for HIM … and always got hold HIS hand…. Maybe purposely or not purposely …. HE says HE also just let it be … HE holds back lor…. HE asked … this is not slut hor? It’s nothing hor? Coz this colleague also holds his good frens’ hand mar……. I say this is the tactic to flirt ppl…. :x ….. oooppssss ……. the air full of jealousy ….. haha…. Sure HE din realized I still can jealous… :p
HE says to take care a person really need face many things …. Haiz … maybe HE will change back to let ppl take care or change to like gals ….. I quiet … (tat time reached HIS place jor) ….. I was thinking .. .. wanna take out the letter mou? …. Erm… nvm lar… oredi written ….. more over … if HE din watch the cds … HE wont realized got letter inside …. :p …… HE says … yer… why I so cool oredi geh? Dun hv cheng chui jor…. Cannot joke jor…. Then HE pretend I lock the door dun wanna let HIM out… calling help… lolx ….. I kuchi HIM …. Actually feel like hugging HIM …. Wakkakakaka…… blek…. :p
Pass HIM the bag …. Say bye bye lu…
Driving back… thinking about HE says HE might change back to let ppl take care…. Thinking about Cannon says do a 18 yrs old boy will really like a 30 yrs old old man ??? ……. I just refuse the accept the reality … haiz….. Ooby … come kill me… so that I can reborn…. Muahahaha….. :x
1 comment:
erm... how to say ler.. honestly ler, i think Cannon ler.. sometimes talk things dun mean it de wor... i dunno lar, i listen also think that he always say things w/o realising how serious it is... ooopss.. zaizai dun bring knife find me ah~~
i dun think HE using u loh.. u may say i biased lar, but ler, u hv to ask urself loo... HE got use u or not? "Use" is a strong word, something u do when u abuse the friendship and ask for help w/o bothering abt another's feelings....
yaloh, like HE said, u r HIS best fren wor.... how hard to find such friendship wor.... maybe there will be pain for u, but it depends on how u wanna look at the issue... wanna let go? or continue to harbour feelings?
sigh* Mike, i also cannot say much looo... duno how also... but wish u all the best~~ bye
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